haiku; who?

It keeps on appearing in-
my mind,those nameless faces
i wonder who.

when it's time to burn the midnight oil

apparently, most of us who are going to take (or having) their exams are busy struggling at this very last critical minutes to catch up all the topics that would be asked.
and almost all are staying up late (including me!aww, my beauty sleep ^^ ) every night just to study.
coffee or nescafe are most likely being taken to helps us from getting sleepy.
but since i am the sleeping goddess or in other words i sleep no matter what happen (especially when i am sleepy,which are like most of the time), i don't take them.
Frankly, i envy my friend who could stay awake like an owl while i am really sleepy and could only see my bed and my favourite comforter.
But then, i bought one huge packet of Nescafe and drink a cup.
Okay, 2 cups.
And i felt sleepy and immediately go to sleep.
I guess it just didn't works for me.
The not-getting-sleepy part, i mean.
Instead, it works for the other parts.
The Nescafe successfully made me feel extremely dizzy and give me headache.
Right, thanks a lot Nescafe.

After google it up,i learn that the Nescafe has lots of other bad effects too.
The caffeine in the drinks can possibly makes a person having migraine, affect the mood and behaviour, causes the itchiness on the lining of intestines and much more that one could imagine.
it also can risk to having Parkinson's disease!
And damage our kidney!
I know i should not take it.
Well, i think determination is the most important thing.
If we are determined to do something, we could handle any obstacles that come.
Perhaps, i should be more determined and kiss my good bye to caffeine ^^
Lets study with full of determination.
Good luck for the examination peeps!

i want to time travel!

if anything that i want right now, time travel is the one.
that is what i am thinking since the few minutes back after looking at my album.
i was wondering what i am doing at this day, this hour, this minute and this moment last year.
with my 'short-term' memory, i know i couldn't possibly get the answer accurately right.
but one thing that i am positively very sure is that, i was in college.
Johor Matriculation College, to be specific.
And then, all of sudden i felt all the memories for that one year flood in my mind.

It was amazing back then.really.
Even if it was only for one year, i really had fun.
Everyday was full with colours and laughter.
I have had lots of awesome friends that made my life feel with awesomeness.
I wish i could go back to the good old times.
How i hope that the time travel really exist!

Seriously,I miss everything.
I miss my roommates.
I miss the caring Amal especially when i was crying quietly under my comforter and she noticed and asked me what happen.
I miss the protective Naz who will protect me from being teased with male strangers.
I miss Meah who will listen to me patiently every time i want to tell someone something.
I miss Sis J whom i thought for the fist day orientation is little J but turn out to be big J.
I miss all my practicum-mates who i always copy homeworks with and how everyday in class becomes fun.
Yet Shi Lei, Yap Choon Fang, Wong Yi Li, Aizuddin, Izzati, Tika, Husna Rashid, Cua, Shafiq, Paah, Hasanah, Syed Jo, Am, Subaidi, Afif, Aziemah, Iman, Raihan, Raudhiah, Asnida, Masrina and Balqis.
I miss all my cliques.
I miss swapping clothes with Sarah.
I miss hanging out with May Kuan, Cheryl, Taca, Faiq, Benji, Alan and Yusri.
I miss my girlfriends kikiey, Cma, sis Fariezah, sis Dayah and sis Rafiqah and how we throw those birthday surprises.
I miss wasting my times for nothing with my 'boyfriends' Farhan, Ashraf, Naim and Ggie.
I miss Imran also even if i don't know till now the real truth of 'that thing'.
I miss Ayie who will pretend to be one of my lecturer to scold me at 4a.m with his Sarawak number.
I also miss all jerks who like to give me headache with stupid texts ^^
I miss all the things i used to do.
and yeah, I miss JMC and 2008.
Thanks for the memories,babes and dudes.
Cheers and toast for the past, present and the future ^^

i love raya!

who am i kidding? I ALWAYS LOVE RAYA!
in my dictionary, raya means holiday,foods everywhere and lots of money $$$!
and that are exactly why i love it ^^
anyway, this raya had bring some good memories to me especially during the times i hang out with my male cousins.
well,they were there most of the times
and those female cousins that were there are very young and they couldn't understand me
and apparently i also couldn't understand them : )
what can i say, different generations live in different worlds.
back to my male cousins, they are very fun even though they kept on teasing me.
but still, they were actually being nice to me.
despite what some people say about them, i know that they are good persons, deep inside.
everyone have their good and bad points right?
oh. and i want to eat lemang! i don't have the chance yet to eat that! : (
anyone?
anyway, this is my highlight of raya.

this mascara is so awesome!
alright, raya aside. it's basketball time now!
guess what, i have basketball match today!
and we got third place.
not too happy about it but i guess i should accept what i was fated to get isn't it : D
and third place is actually not that bad.
my team still got prizes ^^
plus, the games was fun too.
okay,minus the part that we fought with this one(maybe two) team that have super-bitchy mouths and only know how to wrestling.
i think they must be taken the wrong match.
they were suppose to be in the wrestling match not basketball match.
wait, is there wrestling match in our sports tournament?
hm.whatever you loser.
oops.no, not you. the bitches team.
man, i should control my anger.
wait a second, i had control my anger. if not, i had slapped their bitchy faces during the match.

^^