she said.

Stranger.

2010-11-17T03:56:00.002+08:00

He was a stranger,
That cute guy in blue,
Who comes to me,
He filled my dreams,
And I give him my heart.

-IMY.

to someone who is very dear to me.

2010-05-18T08:06:00.001+08:00

tell me it is a dream
that u are gonna leave
coz i couldn't believe
how i am suppose to live?

we are like the perfect team
u understand me the most
i know u more than anyone else
how could we be apart?

life is so dull without u
there will be no laugh
not even a genuine smile
how i'm gonna be happy again?

half of me is missing
its not gonna be the same
I couldn't really breathe
How i'm going to survive?

absolute boredom.

2010-05-05T21:30:00.004+08:00

I am fucking bored.
Somebody please entertain me!!
Seriously, how on earth my life has been reduced to boredom?
i totally have no idea *sigh*

anyway, i received a text today.
at first i was super happy.
heck, i always feel happy whenever i got one.
what? nobody text me nowadays. probably because i always being too lazy to reply.
or whatever.
okay okay, i know i am pathetic. no need to tell me. haish.
alright now.back to the story, yeah, i got a text.
from unknown number! huh.

of course i was like "who the hell is this?''
and he/she stupidly replied "can i get to know about u?"
I mean, what kind of person is this.
Answering my question with totally unrelated question.pfttt!
but since i was bored and totally have nothing else to do..
I asked again "who are u? and from where the hell did u got my number from?"
guess what he replied..
"Your phone number is already saved in my phone when i bought it"
ohh myy goshh! fucking lame. i even got THAT answer before.WTF.
I replied "lame excuse.ta"
and he/she dare to replied. "what?"

I never reply back.
but then i start to think.
what if the sender is a good looking guy?
it will be such a waste then.
so i decided that whenever i got text from unknown number i will absolutely ask
"are u a good looking guy?"
How brilliant is that! hehe : PP

alive not dead

2010-02-20T15:19:00.008+08:00

Yeah. I am indeed alive not dead. In case you are wondering ^^
well, it's not that i don't want to publish new post, I do.
seriously, but each time i hit the 'new post' my mind turn blank.
like REALLY blank i solemnly swear I've no idea to write.
else, i am just being plain lazy haha.

anyway nothing really change since my last post which is like an age ago.
I am still single despite my mum's constant suspicious about me don't have a bf. whatever she was thinking. *sigh*
I am still hopeless at driving.
I am still reading novels even though my homework and assignments are like countless.
I am still a big fan of sailormoon lolss.
I am still the old me.
I think : PP
Even if i do change, it is not strange. Because people changes.
It is just between positive changes or negative changes.

Now that i mention about people changes, I suddenly think about one of my friends in primary school.
Its been years since we had lost contact and lately i bumped into her.Literally.
And my my, she had changed a lot. I almost couldn't recognise her.
Perhaps everything happens has its own reason and
whether the changes is positive or the opposite, its up to the person itself.
I would like to not be judgmental ^^

Oh, and it's Olympic season peeps!
Have you guys watch it yet? This time it is located at Vancouver, Canada.
It's Day 9 already ~.~
And United States is leading with 20 medals, followed with Germany, Norway, Canada, France, Korea, Austria, Russian Federation, Switzerland and China in the top ten.
It is really a fascinating event. And spectacular at that.Honestly!
Don't forget to tune in and watch : DD

haiku; who?

2009-12-03T20:35:00.003+08:00

It keeps on appearing in-
my mind,those nameless faces
i wonder who.

when it's time to burn the midnight oil

2009-10-31T21:35:00.004+08:00

apparently, most of us who are going to take (or having) their exams are busy struggling at this very last critical minutes to catch up all the topics that would be asked.
and almost all are staying up late (including me!aww, my beauty sleep ^^ ) every night just to study.
coffee or nescafe are most likely being taken to helps us from getting sleepy.
but since i am the sleeping goddess or in other words i sleep no matter what happen (especially when i am sleepy,which are like most of the time), i don't take them.
Frankly, i envy my friend who could stay awake like an owl while i am really sleepy and could only see my bed and my favourite comforter.
But then, i bought one huge packet of Nescafe and drink a cup.
Okay, 2 cups.
And i felt sleepy and immediately go to sleep.
I guess it just didn't works for me.
The not-getting-sleepy part, i mean.
Instead, it works for the other parts.
The Nescafe successfully made me feel extremely dizzy and give me headache.
Right, thanks a lot Nescafe.

After google it up,i learn that the Nescafe has lots of other bad effects too.
The caffeine in the drinks can possibly makes a person having migraine, affect the mood and behaviour, causes the itchiness on the lining of intestines and much more that one could imagine.
it also can risk to having Parkinson's disease!
And damage our kidney!
I know i should not take it.
Well, i think determination is the most important thing.
If we are determined to do something, we could handle any obstacles that come.
Perhaps, i should be more determined and kiss my good bye to caffeine ^^
Lets study with full of determination.
Good luck for the examination peeps!

i want to time travel!

2009-10-16T23:53:00.005+08:00

if anything that i want right now, time travel is the one.
that is what i am thinking since the few minutes back after looking at my album.
i was wondering what i am doing at this day, this hour, this minute and this moment last year.
with my 'short-term' memory, i know i couldn't possibly get the answer accurately right.
but one thing that i am positively very sure is that, i was in college.
Johor Matriculation College, to be specific.
And then, all of sudden i felt all the memories for that one year flood in my mind.

It was amazing back then.really.
Even if it was only for one year, i really had fun.
Everyday was full with colours and laughter.
I have had lots of awesome friends that made my life feel with awesomeness.
I wish i could go back to the good old times.
How i hope that the time travel really exist!

Seriously,I miss everything.
I miss my roommates.
I miss the caring Amal especially when i was crying quietly under my comforter and she noticed and asked me what happen.
I miss the protective Naz who will protect me from being teased with male strangers.
I miss Meah who will listen to me patiently every time i want to tell someone something.
I miss Sis J whom i thought for the fist day orientation is little J but turn out to be big J.
I miss all my practicum-mates who i always copy homeworks with and how everyday in class becomes fun.
Yet Shi Lei, Yap Choon Fang, Wong Yi Li, Aizuddin, Izzati, Tika, Husna Rashid, Cua, Shafiq, Paah, Hasanah, Syed Jo, Am, Subaidi, Afif, Aziemah, Iman, Raihan, Raudhiah, Asnida, Masrina and Balqis.
I miss all my cliques.
I miss swapping clothes with Sarah.
I miss hanging out with May Kuan, Cheryl, Taca, Faiq, Benji, Alan and Yusri.
I miss my girlfriends kikiey, Cma, sis Fariezah, sis Dayah and sis Rafiqah and how we throw those birthday surprises.
I miss wasting my times for nothing with my 'boyfriends' Farhan, Ashraf, Naim and Ggie.
I miss Imran also even if i don't know till now the real truth of 'that thing'.
I miss Ayie who will pretend to be one of my lecturer to scold me at 4a.m with his Sarawak number.
I also miss all jerks who like to give me headache with stupid texts ^^
I miss all the things i used to do.
and yeah, I miss JMC and 2008.
Thanks for the memories,babes and dudes.
Cheers and toast for the past, present and the future ^^

i love raya!

2009-10-04T20:49:00.004+08:00

who am i kidding? I ALWAYS LOVE RAYA!
in my dictionary, raya means holiday,foods everywhere and lots of money $$$!
and that are exactly why i love it ^^
anyway, this raya had bring some good memories to me especially during the times i hang out with my male cousins.
well,they were there most of the times
and those female cousins that were there are very young and they couldn't understand me
and apparently i also couldn't understand them : )
what can i say, different generations live in different worlds.
back to my male cousins, they are very fun even though they kept on teasing me.
but still, they were actually being nice to me.
despite what some people say about them, i know that they are good persons, deep inside.
everyone have their good and bad points right?
oh. and i want to eat lemang! i don't have the chance yet to eat that! : (
anyone?
anyway, this is my highlight of raya.

this mascara is so awesome!
alright, raya aside. it's basketball time now!
guess what, i have basketball match today!
and we got third place.
not too happy about it but i guess i should accept what i was fated to get isn't it : D
and third place is actually not that bad.
my team still got prizes ^^
plus, the games was fun too.
okay,minus the part that we fought with this one(maybe two) team that have super-bitchy mouths and only know how to wrestling.
i think they must be taken the wrong match.
they were suppose to be in the wrestling match not basketball match.
wait, is there wrestling match in our sports tournament?
hm.whatever you loser.
oops.no, not you. the bitches team.
man, i should control my anger.
wait a second, i had control my anger. if not, i had slapped their bitchy faces during the match.

^^

friendship breakout!

2009-09-18T12:06:00.005+08:00

If couple has breakup, then so do friends.
Friendship breakout happens because of various things.
sometimes it is because of fighting over jealousy or misunderstood.
while, sometimes it is just happen because of no reason.
well,whatever it is, the most important thing is
when it do happens we should NOT do some miserable things that will only make our life miserable more than it already is.

when there is zero possibility
that the friendship could no longer be back on track then,
we should NOT do:

1.Crying over it thousands times.
this is the top first thing that we should not do as it is not worth it and it will not make things any good. after all, what happen had happened.

2.Being rude.
just because we are not his/her friend anymore doesn't mean that we can be rude to them.

3.Being a sarcastic bitch.
this may be similar as number 2 but it is more to verbal.
words can hurts more than swords, so watch your tongue people! ^^

4.Spread bad things about him/her.
so, since you couldn't be his/her friend anymore, anyone else couldn't?
stop being such a jerk and live on.

5.Ignore his/her existence.
we could not ignore him/her as he/she is obviously exist.
just react normally.

6.Compete who can live happier without that damaged friendship and brag about it.
now, that is called immature and unnecessary

7.Hate each other.
hatred is always not good and unhealthy. Try to let go the hurtful past and continue live forward, healthily.

It may be true that we couldn't be possibly live without friends.
Yes, we may become lonely and dull.
but then, losing a friend is not the end of the world isn't it.
there is always a better friendship on the next time.
so, chill!

in such a mess.

2009-09-03T20:49:00.002+08:00

i may not be a programmer,
but i tried harder,
just to become such a mess,
in the computer programming test.

i may not be an electrical engineer,
but i study harder,
just to become such a mess,
in the electric circuit test.

i may not be a mathematician,
but i practice maths harder,
just to become a complete mess,
in the linear algebra test.

the inevitable

2009-08-23T22:31:00.002+08:00

sometimes in our life, there are always those inevitable of which we surely can't avoid to happen.
maybe that is what fate is called. or maybe not.
its all depends on one's perspective and how we want to see it.
well, i guess today had somehow changed me deep inside.
i know that everyday we (including me)have the possibility to die anytime, anyhow.
But this particularly day, that's mean today, i have higher possibility to die.
seriously.
My dear friend, Ila involved in accident today.
this morning.
and how it was connected to me?
simple. i always seated besides her. including when she was driving.
and yet, the car was crashed right at the side besides the driver seat.
so, you see how lucky am i for not dead at this hour?
it is not that i am in that car when the accident happened.
but somehow, anyhow, i was sleeping like a baby this morning and Ila couldn't wake me up to accompany her.
so, that's how i end up not besides her or in other words, not end up dead right now.
and thank god Ila didn't has any injury except trauma.
God, i have lost one friend during in my whole life. and i feel lost and awful even when that person was not so closed to me.
i cant imagine if it happens to Ila too.
she is so dear to me and i surely don't have any idea what i am going to do if i lose her too.
Thank you God Almighty for saving both our life.
This is the point where i realise something happen must have reason.
And i seems to know what exactly is the reason behind all this.
It is indeed true sometimes we human need to be reminded.

monday blues

2009-08-17T23:46:00.004+08:00

me: ila, i'm having monday blues right now
ila: no big deal.i'm having blues everyday except friday, saturday and sunday.
me: we didnt have class on those days.
ila: thats why.
lmao ^0^

fabulous weekend and fresh start!

2009-08-17T00:57:00.005+08:00

i had a great time this weekend and i wish for a fresh and better tomorrow.
well, practically it is tomorrow for me.
since i didn't sleep yet ^0^
last Saturday was absolutely, definitely and totally AWESOME!
seriously, i didn't brag.at all.
^^
me, Ila, Elly and Cecilia had really had such an exciting and exhilarating day lols.
i will upload the pictures later.
now, i have to put all the fun aside.for a little while.
And start focusing on my study.yeah.
that's it.i will do exactly that.
What?Determination is important!
hahaa.I'm being funny now.not.
This is really a serious thing.
in fact, i should be studying now.
not blogging!
oh wait, what subjects are tomorrow?
ehm.computer programming and ----
totally forgot!
how absent-minded me.
duh.maybe i should just have some sleep now.
yup.that's sounds appealing ^^
oyasumi nasai people!
; P

p.s: my broadband is so damn stupid making me want to vomit.lmao.
what i mean is my broadband is as slow as the snail ^^

bowling craze

2009-08-08T09:45:00.006+08:00

lols.ignore the legs.don't know whom.

well, i guess i am not to that point.yet.
crazy about bowling i mean.
it was just that my mind was quite occupied by bowling lately.
you see, i am actually an awful bowler and last night we get a bowling game here with the residents in my housing area.
to make the matter worst, ALL of my family are just the same with me.
we are really a family lolss.
so, dad told us to practice before the game in which we discovered we were totally suck.wtf.
gutter ball are what we get each time.obviously.
but then, after practicing much (until my wrist hurt) we quite managed to decrease the gutter balls and get several strike.kudos!
the event was happening and i get to mingled among the residents (in which i rarely got the chance to since i am not always at home.pity me ^^)
and we have to played for THREE games!non-stop!
but still it was fun, except that my wrist hurt so much and my stomach was not quite well.
i get the highest score for my team! ^^
and dad get the highest for his.but then he ALWAYS get strike!
(i really don't know how!he never went to practice because of his work and that was his second time playing after like years ago!
he really good in sport and i wonder why i am not.seriously.genes are so unfair i told you.lolss.)

this was just at the very beginning ^^
and they spelled my name wrong!

okay, I KNOW i look weird.but *shooh!* i don't really care : )

with dad

with mum

with aina

with irsyad : D

with naughty syura

with sarah ^_^

happening!: DD

a love struck day for me

2009-08-02T21:25:00.003+08:00

not that i'm being struck by someone anyway.
not even being in love.ewww..
hahahahh!!
now why on earth I'm talking about love?
uh-huh, i want to vomit already.
duh, i can be pretty ironic sometimes.not.most of the times.

alright, back to the topic,
what i mean by a love struck day is actually doesn't have anything to do with me being in love or whatsoever similar to that.
Well, my bratty sister gave me this one novel entitled 'Love Struck' written by Rachel Wing.
It was left lying on my desk for like an ages ago.
but then,this morning i get stuck doing nothing while waiting for my downloaded movies to finish uploading.
(They were still not up till now!grr!!stupid slow Internet! ^^)
That was when i picked it up and start reading.
Later, i regretted not reading it earlier.
It was a fun-reading and it is still stuck in my mind right this minute of which i had actually finished reading it about 2 hours before.

I'm always like this with the novels i read.
The authors must be pretty good to be able to do like this to me.
God, what if they have super power that make them able to make their readers grow addicted to their stories?
wargh! I must be in GREAT DANGER then!
geez, why am i talking craps now?
this is so typical of me.
i tends to get carried away with everything.
*sigh*
i must fix this somehow.
note: MUST find a psychiatrist. soon.
maybe i'm suffering from some hidden personal disorder.
gahh!! maybe i had this whatsoever disease all along before that it had actually got to the chronic state.
omg! am i going to die?
okay, i am just talking about craps again.
ignore me, my head is full of craps.
lolss.

how i ends up telling about personal disorder?
oh right, i was talking about Love Struck didn't I?
okay, let me talk ONLY about that first.
Basically it is about teenagers. Love story of course.
As ironic as it is, i love reading love story and watching love story.
life is indeed ironic.

It is about Wes and Holly who are best friend for quite a long time and both are fond to someone that they admire.
but little that they knew, they had actually fall in love with each other.
The story is about how the relationship going on here and there, ups and down among Holly, Wes, Jonah and Emily.
And yeah, i get to see how it was at the gig concert.
in this story, of course.lolss.
oh yeah, i know it is pretty typical love story about best friends become lovers but who cares?
i'm not, obviously.
i such a sucker at love stories ^^
Anyway, this novel is pretty much worth the reading.
I totally agree with The Bookseller,
it is indeed a sassy, clever debut from a sixteen-year-old author.
Highly recommend to readers who is interested in teenagers love story.

: P

alright now, its all for today.
My downloaded movies have finished downloading!yay!
Happy love-struck everybody!
^^

a week of headache and now, H1N1.

2009-07-31T23:48:00.003+08:00

My head was spinning like crazy during this week.seriously.
I had quizzes for all the subjects, except for Japanese, thank god! my hiragana is still sucks.thanks to my brain.
and at the same time, i was desperately finding ways to get the transport to practice basketball.
And guess what?
'lucky' me, when it was about time the transport problem is solve, the university announced that it is close due to the H1N1 cases for one week.
so, no basketball for the time being.
i wonder if the tournament among the faculties is still on.
anyway, the quizzes went good.so far.before i got the results ^^
i just hope the lecturers have some mercy on my answers ; P
oh well, since i got this early holidays, i should enjoy this one week to the fullest.
oyasumi nasai!

survival skill

2009-07-24T16:37:00.005+08:00

right, i am so need this.
survival skill, i mean.
not that I'm sure it exist or what. but i am in dire need of this whatsoever skill to survive.
duh, now i sounds like I'm living in some country-in-war or over-poverty-life or whatever lols.
it is not that. obviously.
since I'm still perfectly in good condition, physically.
and my purse is not THAT empty.LOLS.

what I'm trying to articulate is that i need this so-call(apparently by Ila) survival skill in order to survive in this university i am in now.
seriously, for god sake.
life here is tough.well, i know that life is indeed tough.anywhere you are living.
but still, it is absolutely and definitely tough living in this particular life of mine.In this particular university to be exact.
oh well, whatever about this oh-so-tough things.
now,i think I'm in love with oscilloscope! it is so cute! ; DD

with my beloved oscilloscope

me and Ila ^^

Arbae, Illa and Anne

p.s: i wonder and ponder if all these (seniors) boys in my university didn't ever see any pretty (and hot lols) girls before.maybe they live in a zoo.LOLSS.
BIG WONDER ^^

oh no, it is sunday!

2009-07-19T07:09:00.003+08:00

and i need to go back to Malacca today?
argh..i'm so going to miss syura and irsyad ; (
(i have 5 younger sisters and brothers and i will only going to miss 2 of them? haha..I'm such a 'good' sister.lucky them to have me ^^ )

aww..i already miss them now! ^__^
goodbye selangor.

my 'little' addiction ^^

2009-07-18T22:37:00.005+08:00

yay yay yayyy!!
i am so excited!
it is yamapi's new drama! and it is about basketball!!
with keiko in it!!
yahoo!!
you can't get any better than this i tell you.seriously!lols.
i'm such a drama addict ^^
well, here is some details about my little obsession : D

Title: ブザー・ビート
Title (English): Buzzer Beat
Tagline: 崖っぷちのヒーロー / Gakeppuchi no Hero
Format: Renzoku
Broadcast network: Fuji TV
Broadcast period: 2009-Jul-13 to 2009-Sep
Air time: Monday 21:00
Theme song: Ichibutozenbu by B'z

Synopsis
Kamiya Naoki played by yamapi is a salary man who belongs to his company's basketball team. Despite his appearance, he is completely weak under pressure when it comes to work and romance. Although he has a girlfriend, who is such a bitch with angel appearance played by saki aibu (geez, i hate her) he falls in love with a spirited and cheerful woman played by keiko (love her hairdo in this drama!) who is unable to be straightforward. --Tokyograph, Dramawiki.

Note: Keiko is a violinist! And yamapi is so damn hot in this drama! : DDD

hello, i'm (officially) a university student!

2009-07-11T05:27:00.002+08:00

just want to brag lols.
not that i'm really proud about that but whatever haha.
orientation was fun. (once it was over ; P )
i miss my ldk group and Hao ge ge.hee.
friends was all awesome! Thank god. love them ^^
And now, the first week of the semester had passed.
My classmates are wonderful (*HOTTIE ALERT* got one REALLY cute boy hehe)
And my class schedule is super-great!
I'm surely,absolutely and definitely class-free every friday!!
let alone saturday and sunday. so yay!!!!!!!!!!
: D

Anywhere, here are my subjects this semester:
1. BLHL 1312 JAPANESE LANGUAGE 1
2. BACS 1113 LINEAR ALGEBRA
3. BACS 1213 ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS
4. BITG 1113 COMPUTER PROGRAMMING
5. BEKU 1223 ELECTRIC CIRCUITS 1
6. BEKE 1213 ELECTRONIC DEVICES

Alright now, enough about the subjects of which i will surely go mental if i discusssed about it here ^^
So, it is time for pictures!!!

help!my sister is crazy.

2009-06-16T23:29:00.003+08:00

so, here i am again on the account of my friend, Amal, making such a fuss about me not publishing new post since like an age ago.
that is such an exaggeration don't it. i mean hey, i certainly sure my last post was in THIS YEAR : DD
Except that i solemnly does have nothing to write now.
uh-huh.alright then, i have one : P

i was absorbed in reading princess diaries when my sister came in our room and said to her cactus.

Sister : hi Mary Ann and Lucifier!
Me(a bit shocked): excuse me, did you just called your cactus by NAMES?
Sister : yes.aren't they cute?
Me : yep.so cute that i want to puke!

duh.i was like hello, who call their plants by names?!!
geez, she seriously is crazy i told you.
well,i suppose that i should just bear with her since she is nonetheless, my sister.

another long-lost-friend

2009-05-27T23:29:00.002+08:00

okay, this is great.
somehow,i meet another long-lost friend in myspace today after ziqri,azidah,farhan and ashraf lols.
this time it is fiqri.
he was from my primary school.
back in..let see..
1997 to 2000.i guess.
what a reunion.
i wonder if tomorrow i will meet someone from my kindergarten lolsss.
not that i remember anyone though : D

anyway just now i have a conversation with my bratty sister.
here it goes.

me: (full of enthusiasm) aina, lets go jogging tomorrow!

aina: (look a bit shocked) ehh!!why? you are slim already!

me: duh.what a stupid question to ask. i know i'm slim. i just need to have a healthy lifestyle.

aina: and what a stupid answer.

geez.and i thought that was a stupid conversation.

screw it!

2009-05-23T23:04:00.005+08:00

so i just switched on my new laptop, Dell XPS for the very first time. (After days of reading complicated-manual, information guide and whatsoever books)
And i got one question on my mind.
Why on earth that my dad bought me this super-duper-complicated laptop?!
with fingerprint, whatever card readers which i have no idea how to use it and of course the flashy windows vista.
duh. i wish he just bought a simple laptop, the cheap one with only windows XP or whatever laptop with simple applications in it.
okay, maybe it kind of cool but the thing is, it makes me having a headache!
oh, screw it.
i have to clear my mind from this oh-so-cool but super-duper-complicated laptop for awhile.

maybe i should sleep now.
yes, that's the right thing. And sleeping is just so simple isn't it.
i just need to lie down on my bed with my favourite comforter,close my eyes and then..poooof!i'm sleeping already.

oh.oh.oh.what i'm crapping about?
i guess the over-complicated laptop not only makes me having a headache, it makes me going crazy as well.
alright now, i really must stop, right this minute before any further insanity going on here.lols.
ja ne.
bye bye! : DDDDD

p/s: I'm alright, i'm okay now. So, don't worry ; )

on hiatus!

2009-05-20T21:17:00.001+08:00

until i am stable? : (
: DDDDD
have a nice day people! xD

please my dear

2009-05-11T01:17:00.002+08:00

Wondering in my gaze
why you suddenly change
to the old you
it troubles me dear
please make it clear

Always trying so hard
i want to forget
those all painful memories
of you and me
dear I'm begging you
please let me forget

The present is great
for you and me
are just very good
so dear, please don't
step in here back.

kfc hours xD

2009-03-24T21:50:00.006+08:00

sharing some of our own wonderful momments.
absolutely and definitely memorable.hee.
friends forever guys! : P

come back

2009-03-16T22:50:00.004+08:00

come back to me

Everyday I try to play another game
But my heart can't take it
I try to find another boy
But all the while I can't face it
Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop to turn inside
oh baby please
give us one more try
I see you out with all your friends
Laughing it up as you pretend
to have a good time, I know cause I'm living the same life
one of as got to say
we can't keep living this same way
so I'll be the one
yeah I'll say it I'll say it I'll say it again
Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes
Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
my baby
I wanna call, but then I stall
cause after all, I just couldn't take it
cause if your play was to push me away
you know the day, my heart you'd break it
I know we made a mistake
it's just like your foolish pride
Come back to me
Let us try, let us try, let us try
Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes
Baby come back to me
i should've never set you free
love maybe
come back
You know you miss your Baby
And I can see that you think about me
so why do you act like you don't care
like all this love between us isn't there
I know that you're upset
I know I did you wrong
I know that you want me to pay for all the pain i've caused
but in the end it all comes down to just one thing
it's you and me
so I sing
Baby come back to me
in my heart I still believe
we were meant to be
together so whatever it takes
Baby come back to me
I should've never set you free
love maybe
come back

outing to paris

2009-03-15T22:46:00.003+08:00

lols.i was just kidding.
it was outing to Malacca actually : P
and for the first time i break the curfew rule in which i came back at 9.30 p.m instead of 7 p.m.
whatever it is,
i enjoyed and had good times but now i am damn exhausted.
anyway, happy belated birthday to Miss Hanim.

craving for McDonald's

2009-03-12T20:54:00.005+08:00

Somehow, anyhow, for thousandth times,today,i feel like wanting to eat Quarter Pounder (don't know why i like the QP) at the McDonald's.
So badly that my mind will respond towards any 'Mac' or any 'Burg' (as in burger) whenever i heard.
*sigh*
Somebody should really take me there before i am going crazy.lols.
I guess i will dream of the Quarter Pounder this night.
Too bad Tangkak don't have MacDonald's.

Oh, by the way, congratulation to all spm candidates 2008 for whom had got their results today. After all, there were hard efforts involved.
Special congratulation to those that i know xD

What i love today: Lost Lady by Jude Deveraux
What i hate today: The fact that today is Thursday

of lovely tuesday and a feast xD

2009-03-10T21:01:00.003+08:00

Tuesdays are always lovely and today is no exception especially that there was no biology experiment today.
So, my class start at 11 today!yayyy!
Not enough about that, our Dinamika teacher took MC today.
That means, my class end early.
lucky me xD

Then,in the evening, after the volley ball match in which i (obviously) didn't participate (only supporting),
we have a feast with the players and the dedicated 'coaches'.
Since the team had won 2 matches with all the hard works, they do have a reason for a feast.
And thank you to them, now i know how to serve and dig even though my serve was really suck.lolss.
Well,at least, i know something about volley ball xDD

What i love today : Accidentally bumped into A several times xD
What i hate today : None xDDD

like whatever.

2009-03-09T11:15:00.003+08:00

My life have been quite peaceful before but lately,it became somehow, suffocating.
Suddenly i got text messages from unknown numbers which some of them just want to piss me off. They said i was just showing off by talking in English as if i was thinking that i am good in it. People also seems to be talking bad things about me behind my back.
Even, S also got involved with me by getting us labelled as 'pretty bff and over friendly'.
lols.That was really amusing!
Now that i think of it, i am indeed friendly to whom i know and i don't know,no matter what are their gender, races and religious.
And yeah, i often hang out with the boys.
but i don't find it wrong of me being such friendly and always talking in English.
After all, i love making lots of friends and i also love English.
And i actually don't really care when they were times some people said that i am a playgirl and easy.
For me,the most important thing is, i know myself and they certainly do not.
So, the thing that happened was just like, whatever.
;)

Oh, by the way, if some of 'you people' read this post, then let me tell you guys something.
I ain't get mad easily :DD

What i love today: Milo xD

What i hate today: The fact that i have to go back to my college in few hours time.

it is love.

2009-02-13T21:43:00.007+08:00

Contradicting to Thursday, Friday is love.
It is not that I'm in love though.
Just,simply that today everything seems to flow nicely.
Uh, okay,excluding mathematics quiz today in which i thought i had revised the topic very well but still I froze looking at those damn questions.
Nevermind about that, the most important part is today's class end at 12.
And that makes me happy.Seriously.

On the evening, i walked around the college, wandering around, looking at this and that, reducing the never ending stress, with Azizi and Helmi.
I called it trio xDD
In a gazebo;

Me: Helmi, why are you sitting at the end of the world? Come sit besides me.

Helmi: (With expression as if he is a girl to be raped) No, i don't want.I am afraid of you.

Me: (Quite surprised with his answer) Oh,why?Come on, I will not eat you.

Azizi(sitting in front of me) : Don't mind her.Sit besides me. Arbaeyah is scary.

Me:-------(speechless)------

Screw you,Azizi!

On the night, we had fabulous celebration for sis Dayah belated birthday party.
It was fun and the blueberry cheesecake was so delicious.yummy~~
I will upload the pictures tomorrow ^^

What i love today? : Trio,blueberry cheese, new cute phone accessory.
What i hate today? : Mathmatics quiz and bored mentor mentee meeting.

on THURSDAY.

2009-02-12T16:50:00.002+08:00

I solemnly swear there is no other day than Thursday that can cause me so damn tired. Urgh, really, today's timetable is so pack.
It was like,everything i did today was in rushing. And tense.
I can barely smile too.
Duh, I wish there is no Thursday in my life.
Or maybe i should swap body with a princess somewhere from an isolated island each time it is Thursday.
Uh....now, my brain can't function very well.
Must be caused by extreme fatigue xD
I guess I should have some rest now before I accidentally show any further dis-functional brain.
Ja ne!

What I love today?
NONE.

What I hate today?
EVERYTHING & Mathematics just help me in driving me crazy.

sweet no more

2009-02-10T21:15:00.004+08:00

you know, usually i will (absolutely) feel VERY sleepy in the lecture.
so i will always eat sweets to prevent me from falling asleep.
though sometimes i did fell asleep while eating it.lols.
but somehow today i manage to stay awake without those sweets.
because i present with my heart.
i heard the lecturer bubbling, saw the notes on the screen and copied down on my notebooks all with the presence of heart.
and surprisingly i understand the particular topic better than before.
i guess that is the power when your mind is set with your heart.
and yeah, focus is really important.
now that i finally realised it I'm glad.
glad to be able to move a step forward.
anyway,now i can say..
sweet no more during lecturer! xDD

What i love today? : Biology experiment ended one hour early.
What i hate today? : sudden public speaking.Grr.freak me out.

three-fun-nights!

2009-02-08T21:34:00.009+08:00

i wanted to say that I REALLY HAD FUN for three nights in a row since last Tuesday. It was about the Malam Dinamika
( sort of like annual night which people had to wear beautiful dress) and my experience being a waitress for two nights!

On the Malam Dinamika i wear cute green kebaya (thanks to Sarah xD ; mine is STILL with tailor till this 10 Feb.wtf) and i sat with the same table with all 7 strangers except Ika. But the strangers are all friendly and besides me was Afiq xD. Oh,Afiq was from SBP too! xDD
Luckily,the waiter for my table was Imran (which was surprisingly hot with his waiter's uniform :P )that he is my friend and i got served nicely. Though, i bullied him sometimes by demanding this and that.hee~~
Overall, that night was fabulous excluding the part where we only got so limited time for taking pictures and that annoying-stupid-bastard security guard chased us away from the hall.Oh,don't mind me because that security guard really deserved those words.

The next day i be a waitress!
hoho...!!
Though the waitress are not allowed to wear trousers and we have to wear baju kurung but it was still fun.
I have to served for 3 tables and 2 of the tables got hot boys!
kyaaa~~~
There are lots of other cute boys there also! xDD

The last day!
actually i am not supposed to be a waitress that day too but since i want to be waitress so badly again, i bluntly (without feeling embrassed) asked the lecturer in charge(Thank god Raihan was the same with me.So i have a companion :P )
So, there i was again being a waitress.
but this time i was surprised that the waiters outnumbered the waitress with total of 20:5!!
but it was not a problem at all because they are all hot and cutes!! xDD

pictures!

mid-sem holiday!

2009-01-18T22:20:00.005+08:00

yay!!
The long-await holiday has now come!
yooohoooooooooooooooooo!!!
hahaaa..
tough I'm pretty sure that i will not be going for vacation or something like that but just being away from college, laboratory and educational books are somewhat fun!
lolss.

actually today i have to hang out with my buddies at Berjaya Times Square but i refused to go.
i don't know why but somehow i don't feel like going.
weird feeling.haha.i guess something is wrong with me.
because i ALWAYS love to hang out with friends but this time i just feel like staying at home and be good.LOLLLSSS!
Sorry Faiq for not coming.hehe.your persuadation does not persuade me enough.hahaa!
Sorry guys! Maybe next time.
On the another note, i just came home from (late) dinner at seafood with my family.
The foods was delicious and i really ate a lot!
Oh!!I need to check my weight!
xD

Now, pictures time! : P

me with my mango split xDD

yummy mango split : )

mango split in better view.hee~~

black pepper lobster

crab-something.haha.forgot the name xD

OVER.

2009-01-14T08:17:00.002+08:00

The mid-term examination was over!
IT'S OVER!! Did you hear me?
IT IS OVER!
YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I am the happiest living person on the earth now.haha.
Though actually the paper was quite suck.
But i don't really care because what has already passed remain in the past.
(wow, so motivated.lolss)

And last night was superb.
I have a surprise party with Faiq, Alan, Benjy, Sarah, Tasha, May Kuan,and Cheryl for Yusri-Sarah's bf which was actually not that 'surprise' when i think back.haha.
But it was indeed fun with all the cakes, candles, guitar and float vanilla.
I shall upload the pictures soon xD

----------------------------------------------------------------------------

Searching for you,
Exploring all about you,
Thinking of you,
Wanting only you.

Addicted to you,
Obsessed with you,
Glued to you,
Only attracted to you.

I hear footsteps,
I hear voices,
I see people,
And I thought all is you.

Whispering,
Slowly,
Saying,
I love you.

seriously,not again.

2008-12-27T18:35:00.003+08:00

this is the fourth time THIS YEAR!
what a horror.
not satisfied,after that i straightly went to examined myself in front of a mirror (only God know for how long),
and yes, i am still the same. No wrinkles and nothing else which show that i am like a twenty(and above) years old.
But WHY ON EARTH that i keep being called as ELDER SISTER kakak by strangers who are actually far older than me.OLDER THAN ME!
And i am not your sister.
Gaahhh.....!!This somehow made me angry.How annoying.
Perhaps my attitude show that i am a matured person.(Suddenly being a positive thinker).Hee~~
Anyway, to whom which are still in holiday like me, happy holiday and have a nice day to all..!

like heaven.

2008-12-22T20:48:00.007+08:00

I really feel like in the heaven last weekend.
In fact, i STILL feel like in the heaven now.lols.(except that annoying fever + flu I'm having now.daaang.daang..)
Well, we had a carnival here with those fashion show competition, public speaking, puisidra and stalls from the accountancy students.
Too bad i didn't participate in the fashion show,or else all the other contestants will lose very badly. too bad huh?hahahaa!!kidding~~
And yet, TOMORROW i am going back home!!
yeahhhh!!!
I will be hanging out with buddies and go to the cinema.
Its been an ages ago since the last time i went to the cinema until the word 'cinema' itself seems to be vanished from my brain.
is it really spell C I N E M A? Oh no, it must be the fever which made my brain become malfunction! Have to see the doctor as well this holiday.hahahahaaa!!
Anyway people, its pictures time..!! xD

I am so love this picture!!don't know why!haha.me and paan (ex-schoolmates).

edited picture!hee..

me and aizuddin xD

me and aizuddin again xDD

me and and sarcastic afif :P

me,me,me..!! LMAO.

with raihan. hasanah, nasuha nad paah! ^^

at tha stall..

ehh..isn't it DILARANG MASUK?haha!!

under the pokok.huhuuuu~~

classmates with fashion show costumes..

with intan

with sis J

with Shi Lei

spelling the word B U S Y.

2008-12-16T19:28:00.003+08:00

I am currently in busy mode.
Have millions of works to do in limited time.
I have to finished work on Frontpage for competition on THIS SATURDAY.
I have to do Biology Lab Report by the day after tomorrow.
I have to do Chemistry Jotter Book by THIS NIGHT!
I have to do the Chemistry Exercise by THIS NIGHT!
I have to do the English homework.
I have to read Biology.
I have to read Chemistry.
I have to read Mathematics.
I have to wash clothes too!!
I am going crazy now *Disturbia tone*

And yet, i am still plurking and blogging?
WTF.
haha.
It is good that the administrators are blocking the Friendster, Myspace and YouTube or else, i am highly sure i will be YouTube-ing, Myspace-ing and Friendster-ing too.
Ouh well,no matter how busy or how miserable the life is, we should really, JUST STAY COOL AND BE HAPPY because we only live once.

p/s: all tag are pending till the unknown date xD

because of the so called 'Mendelian Laws'.

2008-12-02T19:15:00.003+08:00

i am not going to eat corns again.
not even the sweet corns.
and it is all because of the Mendelian Laws.
For the Laws of Segregation and Law of Independent Assortment(during biology)
i had an awful time counting the seeds on a maize cob to obtain the ratio of
coloured seeds : colourless seed.
it was such a hassle to count each of the seeds.
not when it have 616 seeds!
luckily i got the monohyrid one with the expected ratio of 1:1.
though i actually lost track (million times) while counting.
at last,i managed to counted successfully with ratio of
289 coloured seeds: 327 colourless seeds.
Thank God the result is in the range of accepted hypothesis or else i might burn all the corns in the world.
haha.seems like i still have the patience.

anyway, i saw a rainbow this evening during discussion with my English Art Book members and i got so excited.
I rarely see rainbow and when i see one i will be so captured with its beauty.
But that sarcastic Afif said
"Why Arbaeyah is so excited? Did she comes from other planet which don't have rainbow?"
Well, can't blame him because 'sarcastic' is his last name.

18 in mind and being crazy.

2008-11-30T16:09:00.005+08:00

being eighteen is great,i thought.
no people is going to call me underage again.
and i feel the sense of responsibility now.
responsibility to study harder to achieve my goal.
responsibility to be a good student.
responsibility to be a good daughter.
responsibility to be a good sister.
responsibility to be a good friend.
and responsibility to be a better person.
is it just me or everybody who had just turn 18 will feel like this?

on the another note, i think my roommate is going crazy.
okay, not that crazy.
but she really made me laughed very hard till my stomach hurt.
She asked me to join her registered in puisidra.
Never,in my lifetime had i once, think to be in that competition.
Never.
lols.i can't imagine myself, be in pusidra.
really unimaginable.
haha.what a joke!
well, puisidra is the combination of puisi and drama.
puisi means poem.
meaning,it is a presentation of poem with drama.
The competition is in group and 7 people is the requirement.
Since Naz asked me seriously i said,
(hours after laughing)
"i will if the girls will"
Is it means i'm crazy too?
lols.i don't know.
if the girls are joining, i think that might be fun.
i hope.
ouh,it better be.
or i will make it fun.
hahahahaahahaha.
i'm still laughing.

2811

2008-11-28T20:07:00.007+08:00

I almost can't believe that today is MY BIRTHDAY.
The girls threw a surprise party for me last night.
though i am not that surprise, but i am very happy.
oh, who will not predict something surprising will going to happen on their birthday?
It is just that they made me sleep first and suddenly made me awake surprisingly with all the party thingy.

It was just my luck that i have one whole delicious blueberry cheesecake, and two additional chocolate cakes for my birthday.
They are all superb but my attention is only to that cheesecake.
I am quite a blueberry cheesecake addict and i ate it a lot.
I keep eating and eating until i cannot take it anymore.
The party was indeed fun despite that i fell sleepy but yeah, i does not sleep during the party.I am the birthday girl right.
Anyway, million of thank you to:

1.Akmal-my roommate.
pity her cannot concentrate on her study making sure that i had really fell asleep.hihi.thank you babe.

2.Naz-my roommate.
She gave me Kingston, Data Traveler 2B..!!
Thanks buddy..!

3.Miss Dayah, Miss Kiki, Miss Cma, Miss Rafiqah and sis Fariezah.
Thank you for the wonderful party and all the beautiful presents!
I love the red T-shirt and the cute pink stuff.

4.Madam Hajah Rusilah
She baked those cakes herself!
And she gave me two cute blouse!!
She really is a wonderful person.
Thank you madam.

5.All my lovely friends and my dear family.
For remembering my birthday and wishing me well.
I love you all!!

This is really one of the precious moment in my life.
Minna, Domo arigatou gozaimasu!

Do we give a damn?

2008-11-26T15:34:00.004+08:00

DO WE GIVE A DAMN?
In simpler word, DO WE ACTUALLY CARE?
Do we actually care about the earth?
Yeah,the earth that we are living in right now and which we will still living in it the next following years.
Indeed, everybody not excluding me can say out aloud
"yes, of course I care about the earth"
But the truth is, do we ACTUALLY care about the earth?

Our mother earth is sick and dying,people.
The forest are gradually shrinking,
pure and fresh air keeps being contaminated with those poisonous gaseous which we created ourselves,
the clean water becoming such a scarce and
the animals are disappearing and will be nowhere to be seen.
"oh, yes, i know about that"
I suspect many of us will said that, and no denial that i too might said that.
Everyone living in the earth already aware about that by now.
But,as it is so, why we do just ignore and pretend as if it is just a small matter?

It is a BIG matter.
Deforestation.
Global warming.
Greenhouse effect.
Air pollution.
Water pollution.
Water shortage.
Acid rain.
Climate change.
Ozone toxicity.
Ozone depletion.
Europhication.
Legionella.
Groundwater pollution.
........
........
........
and the list go on with the never ending environmental issues.

Well, there is more than little we can do to save the earth.
here are fives.

1.Turn it off.
Oh, just turn the light off when you don't need it.
And also other electrical appliances as well.
As long as the small red light is there, the is a harm for the environment.
2.Keep the cute plastic bags.
Remember those plastic bags you got from buying goods?
Don't simply throw it away.
It might be useful.
3.Have some mercy on the water.
Do not open the tap and let the water flow continuously while brushing your teeth.Or when applying facial foam to your face.
4.Recycle.
Reduce, reuse and renew.Perhaps, we should also rethink.
5.No littering.
An estimated 100,000 sea mammals and turtles are killed by plastic litter every year.
And it is also demoralizing and disgusting.

So, what are we waiting for?
The clock is ticking!
Let makes the earth a better place to live.

-"We all moan and groan about the loss of the quality of life through the destruction of our ecology, and yet each one of us, in our own little comfortable ways, contributes daily to that destruction. It's time now to awaken in each one of us the respect and attention our beloved mother deserves."-
Quote by actor,environmental supporter, Ed Asner

Anyway,this video song is quite touching.Showing how bad the earth is.
Despite Micheal Jackson is in it, i might cry.

I know that this entry is rather boring to most of us.including me.
not too deny anyway.
but yeah, i'm influenced by the environment theme this month during English class.
At least, a bit.
So, i think, as that tiny environmental awareness is still in me i might as well remind others and myself.

of small reunion and been tagged.

2008-11-15T14:18:00.002+08:00

This noon, i have a small reunion with Farhan and Ashraf at the cafe.
It had been about SEVEN years since we meet and talked that much.
They are my friends during my primary schools.
To be here, in the same college after years separated is somewhat a miracle.
Well, life is full of miracle.
And that is only a tiny part of it.

Anyway, i have been tagged by Miss Kikiey.
Here it goes.

01] Real name : Arbaeyah

02] Nickname : many.depends on location and whom are calling me.but mostly, arbae.

[03] Status : single but NOT available,thank you.

[04] Zodiac Sign : Sagittarius.

[05] Gender : what do you think? PURE female.hahahh.

[06] Age : 17 years 11 months and 13 days and counting :)

07] High School : SMSKS a.k.a KUSESS

[08] College : JMC

[09] Height : about 160+

[10] Weight : can't remember.around 50 something.

11] Do you like yourself : certainly.

[12] Piercings : nope.for the time being.

[13] Right or left : Righty.

[14] Are you a freak : sometimes i guess.

[15] Hair : quite long.

[16] Skin : just fair.not dark and not too light

[17] Allergic : don't know.have to ask the doc.

[18] What are you doing now : blogging and waiting for Hana Yori Dango final to load.

[19] What will you doing 1 hour later : watching Japanese movie.

[20] What will you doing 10 years later : still breathing.lols.

[21] Live with mother/father/parents/family : my family.but right now I'm in the hostel.

[22] Siblings(included you) : SIX

[23] Eldest : none.it is me.

[24] Youngest : Asyura

[25] Love/hate your family : L O V E.

[26] You found your another half : i don't know.Maybe not,yet.

[27] If yes, who is he/she : -

[28]Who you want he/she to be : a person who truly love me.

[29] Time(s) you in relationship : -

[30] Ever woo boy/girl : ehemm.no.no guts.

[31] Anyone woo you before : yup.hee~

[32] Did anything wrong to your other half : i even don't know if i ever met him yet.

[33] What was/were the wrong you had done : hmm...

[34] Ever argue with your other half : i don't have one.

[35] You with your other half since : off record.

[36] Are you straight : straight?

[37] Reasons you love your other half : duh.

[38] You and your other half in which stage : zero.

[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you :again, i don't have one.

[40] Ever think of marry he/she : marry is a big word there.

[41] Your first best friend : i wonder.

[42] Your first enemy :those devils.oh, I'm a devilish myself.

[43] The friends you love the most : all in my friends circle.

[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only) : you guess.

[45] Your most beautiful girl friend : can i said myself?lols.

[46] Your most handsome boy friend : urh..who?

[47] The kind of girl you hate the most : cheap and no morality.

[48] The kind of boy you hate the most : a lot.but i quite hate the one who smoke.

[49] You fall in love with your close friend before : yes,once.

[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover : nope.

[51] If your friend backstabbing you : maybe.

[52] If your friend betray you : i don't know.but as far that i know, no.

[53] If your friend woo your lover : lols.i don't even have a lover.

[54] If your friends fall in love with you : i wonder about that.

[55] If you fall in love with your best friend : i will not,again.

[56] Are you a good student : not that good.

[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments : i try to,everytime.and mostly it will be done.but if it is not, i'll just copy from my peers.hihihh.

[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most : Madam NorHafiza Abu Hanifa

[59] Always late to school/college : yeah.

[60] Your class :most of the times.but i DO comes early,sometimes.

[61] You love your seniors : i guess so.

[62] Senior who you love the most : Abg Asfan and Sis Fariezah.hahahh.

[63] Your classmates good/bad : all are good and nice person.

[64] Excellent result classmate : not sure.Shi Lei?Yi Li?Choon Fang?

[65] Laziest classmate : i think it is me.lols.

[66] Smart people : Albert Einstein.

[67] Stupid people : Those who never go to schools.

[68] Good looking people : Yamashita Tomohisa and Tegoshi Yuya.

[69] Ugly people : no one is ugly.

[70] Funny people : urm,the comedian.

[71] Cute people : Asyura and Irsyad.

[72] Bad people : those in the jails.

[73] Honest people : none.do they exists?

[74] Acting people : actors and actresses.

[75] You are what kind of people :engaging.hee~~

[76] Lip or eyes : both.

[77] Hugs or kisses : BOTH!

[78] Shorter or taller : taller

[79] Hesitant or spontaneous : spontaneous.

[80] Nice stomach or nice arms :lolss.nice arms.

[81] Listener or talker : depends.
[82] Romantic or rich : rich.romantic is not necessary.

[83] Good husband or Good Father : good husband.

[84] Age to get marry : 25-28

[85] Numbers of kid(s) : more than 2.

[86] Career : i want to be a good doctor.perhaps.

[87] Salary : uncountable.hahahhahh!!

[88] Retirement age : 50.

[89] Properties value : no comment.

[90] Wishes : 1.I wish i manage to continue study here for the second semester.
2.I wish i'll get excellent result for UPS 2 and PSPM 2.
3.I wish i'll able to pursuing my study in medicine.

AT LAST it finished, now i want to tag these person:

1.Abg Asfan
2.Amal
3.Anas

Hihihh..happy answering!!

Big examination today.

2008-11-11T23:25:00.003+08:00

Okay, don't misunderstand the title above.
It is not me who take the exams today.
In fact, i had took this big exam last year.
Reported to be the scariest, toughest and most nerve-wracking for most young teenagers in Malaysia,
it is the S P M.
which stands for Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia or in English is Malaysia's Education Certificate.

Well, the SPM is equivalent to the British GCSE, and provides the opportunity for Malaysians to continue their studies to pre-university level. Up to 1978, the examination was handled by UCLES, which still advises the Malaysian Examinations Syndicate on standards. The English paper is separately graded by the national examination board and UCLES, and both grades will be displayed on the statement slip. On the real certificate, only the national examination board's grade is listed. The minimum requirement to get a certificate is a pass in Malay.

Generally, the SPM is taken at the age of 17, though students who attended pre-secondary school class would take it at the age of 18. Students who successfully passed their Penilaian Tahap Satu (PTS) examination at Primary Three and chose to skip standard four would take their SPM a year earlier, at the age of 16. The PTS was introduced to Primary Three students in 1996 but was discontinued in 2000, due to controversies as it allows students from Primary Three to proceed directly to Primary Five at the next academic year without going through Primary Four. Students who are taught at home generally take the SPM at some point at the end of their secondary education as well.

I specially post this entry wanting to wish my juniors in Kuala Selangor Sience Secondary School (KUSESS) good luck and all the best which i really appreciated their effort to cheer and wishes us last year.
To the ones that close to me like Qu, Shiqa, Peha, Husna, Had, 1-suff and Jo(?), i hope you guys will pass with flying colours.

GANBATE KUDASAI NE!

SEMESTER TWO kind of challenges

2008-11-09T14:53:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be the start of something new in my life.
Well, it is not exactly new for the whole things.
But, i had decided to start a new for this semester two.
I made a list for what i would like to do on this upcoming semester.

My Semester 2 Resolution :
1.Study harder (Top priority!)

2.Finish ALL homeworks on time.

3.Increase my self-determination.

4.Be a nerd whom always go to the library.lols.

5.Stop looking at cute boys (hahaahh..)

6.REDUCE MY SLEEP TIME!

7.Stay away from bed!

8.Fix my shopping habits.

9.Eat more nutrious foods other than those chocholates and biscuits.

10.Play outdoor games every evening instead of sleeping.

I might no nothing on what challeges lie ahead but surely, i am going to try my best and becoming a better person.

If you have charted your journey, you won't end up stuck somewhere.

time's up.

2008-11-06T22:29:00.005+08:00

Oh no.
Time's up!
I didn't realize at all that time pass very fast.
It is almost the time to go back to the college but i really feel like i have only been home just for a little while.
I H A T E going back to the college.
Thank god i have wonderful friends there and great lecturers.
Or else, i might die from boredom living there.

As for today, i went for shopping to buy LOT of stuff for the second semester and some birthday presents.
Well, since dad is so generous to allowed me used his credit card, then i am pleased to used it too xD
But, of course i am a good daughter so i used it 'wisely'
: D

And i have been tagged!
here they are:

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RULE ONE:
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE TWO:
Tag FIVE people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

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ONE.
If your lover betrayed you, how will you react?
- well, it depends on how he betrayed me.but certainly, i will not cry if he leave me for another girl.lol.As if i have a bf.

TWO.
If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- become a billionaire.No, millionaire.Wait, which one is the greatest?Oh, screw me!

THREE.
Whose butt would you like to kick?
- Anyone will do.haha.

FOUR.
What would you do with a billion dollars?
- Many things to do.But i will definitely give large amount to my parents.

FIVE.
Would you fall in love with your best friend?
- Maybe yes.Maybe no.

SIX.
Which do you think more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
- I choose loving someone.I don't care if i love someone but not being love back as long as that someone is happy and then i will be happy.
But if I'm being love by someone whom i didn't love, i will be uneasy,somewhat guilty because not able to love that someone back.

SEVEN.
How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- Till i started to feel bored or when i start to love other person.

EIGHT.
If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- Do nothing.

NINE.
If you were to act with someone, who would it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
- Handsome actor.lolss!

TEN.
Would you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding?
- Sure, no problem.

ELEVEN.
How would you see yourself in ten years time?
- ten years forward? Well, when i am 28, perhaps i had built my own casino, have more than 10 bungalows, and have up to dozen of cars.hahah..kidding!

TWELVE.
What's your greatest fear?
- The feeling of fear itself.

THIRTEEN.
What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
-mischievous

FOURTEEN.
Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
- Can i choose OR?

FIFTEEN.
What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
-Go to sleep back xD

SIXTEEN.
Would you give all in a relationship?
- Yup, if and only if i truly love him.

SEVENTEEN.
If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- The one who i love more.

EIGHTEEN.
Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
- Probably yes.But sometimes, it depends.

NINETEEN.
Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
- it doesn't matter for me.But i love being single.

TWENTY. List 5 people to tag
1. Miss Kikiey
2. Abg Asfan
3. Anas Faris
4. Hasif Haron
5. Aina Afrina

p/s: Congratulation to Barack Obama for his victory yesterday.

of weird dream, bed and blueberry cheesecake.

2008-11-04T22:29:00.003+08:00

Last night i have this one weird dream.
Ouh, actually, MOST of mine are weird.
But i think this one was a bit make sense and understandable.
Okay here it goes.

Somehow, i appeared to be in my secondary school.
wearing usual baju kurung and tudung that i used to wear for preparation class at night.
as i walked alone that night through the corridor,
guess what?
i bumped into the(quite) famous celebrity couple Malaysian-Indonesian;
Ashraf Sinclair and Bunga Cinta(@ Citra?) Lestari!

Wonder how on earth they end up in my dream.
duh.
And not just that i bumped into them, i also who always ehemm, a shy person(Lols.hey, i am,okay! xD) in the reality suddenly become very talkative and um, friendly greets them happily like as if i met Beckham and Posh.
In fact, i also ask them to took pictures with me.
And they agreed!

Okay, now i feel that this doesn't make sense.
Urghhhh, WHY AM I WRITING THIS IN MY BLOG?!

-regret-

-still regretting-

Oh well, forget about that freaky dream.
This morning(um, afternoon ?)i ended up awake by my little sister aged 1 year whom kissed me on my cheek.Ewwwwwwwwwwww.
It is just impossible how she managed to climb up to my bed.
Luckily she is cute or else i might kicked her out of my room right away.
But that doesn't seems to make me away from my beloved bed.
So, i continue sleeping.
However, i wake up again by a disrupting noise then.
This time, my little brother aged 5 years ALSO was on my bed.
Both of them were bouncing and rolling repeatedly on MY BED..!
At the very end i gave up and get off from my bed.

Disturbia.Grr.

And this whole day i had been searching and previewing again and again for countless time at blogskins.com finding the skin that i want.
But yet, i didn't found any.
Such a big disappointment.
Some of them are very good and well created but didn't meet my criteria.
Demanding me huh.
Perhaps i should blog skinning on my own.
One day.

The happiest moment today is when mum bring back a tones of slices of different type of cakes from Secret Recipe and one of them is BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE..!
My my, i really had fall in love with it.
Arigatou, okasan!

Yum.Yum.yum.Yummy!

of the one week semester break.

2008-11-02T22:53:00.013+08:00

Yay! it is now the time for my ONE WEEK (only)semester break.
i actually had been home since yesterday but i got carried away with the new Taiwanese drama, MISS NO GOOD till the video got somehow hanged (?) LOT of times and i fell like want to punched the computer.luckily, i have good anger management or else dad might think i have major unresolved problems. *sigh*

Here is quick update on what had been going on in my life recently:

1 week before 28.10.2008
Study week for final exam.I've been a loyal visitor to the library and being quite a zombie with music constantly playing through earphones at the maximum volume.

Wednesday,22.10.2008
A day which i fear the most. Muet speaking day!
Glad that i have great team group(and great in rebutting my points too)
haha.hope that all our hard works are worth of it.
Thank you to Shi Lei, Din and Afif for your cooperation.

27.10.2008
Preparing for both exam and Miss Kiki birthday surprise.
Studying and.....drawing.

28.10.2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS KIKI.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MDAM HJH RUSILAH.(Omg.i didn't give her present yet!)
and
urm.okay,happy birthday to fariqh too.though i didn't wished him.yet.and don't intend to.but i guess wishing him here is more than enough.
sorry dude, i don't want to waste my credits.hehe.evil me.
And it is the DAY OF FINAL EXAM!

29-31.10.2008
Exam, exam and exam.
mathematics and chemistry are suck
die.and die again.duh.

Friday night,31.10.2008
And exciting night with kind hearted Madam Hjh Rusilah,
her two daughters(which i hardly recall what their names now)
and my dear roommate, Akmal.
Mdm bring us to her house in Malacca for a night and gave us a treat with pizza at the Mahkota Parade.
After dinner, we wandering around the mall and to the nearest Padang Pahlawan Megamall.
And as an expert camera whore, i didn't failed to took (quite)lot of pictures.

:DD

Saturday 01.11.2008(it is NOVEMBER, people!)
Wake up and rushing to college back.
then quickly changed to appropriate clothes(baju kurung i mean) and
take my (small)luggage.
And Mdm speed to the bus station.
It was just my luck that the bus is STILL there even it is already passed 10 a.m when i arrived.
after taking and changing several public transport i managed to came home safely(and tiredly).However, i still go online instead of take a rest.

Sunday 02.11.2008
online, online and online.
Ouh no.online seems the only thing that i do today.Other than breathing.
Okay, minus the necessary things.
*sigh(again)*

mental stress.

2008-10-11T07:10:00.004+08:00

Apparently, this week seems to be a mental stress for me with the finals is coming very soon and with the fact that i have a lots of revision to do (and still, i am here?.duh.)And not enough with that, some annoying(and disgusting) guys appear in my mobile and constantly text-ting me.I wonder why all of sudden they ALL comes across to my life though.Well, whatever it is i am glad that i am no longer responding them and able to focusing on the track back.And i feel good,now.

Changing topic, i am happy that i had(at least) made amal@akmal, my roommate happy on her birthday by handling a birthday surprise party to her.
Though it involves some nerve-wrecking,it is still fun.
And this make me think that the karma is true in which when you did a good thing, you will regain good thing back.

Anyway, i have these two dramas, one Korean and one more is Taiwanese which i look forward to watch but i can't watch them for the time being due to the examination.
These two are good and i highly recommend everyone to watch it.
well, here they are.

Love Marriage

Details

* Title: 연애결혼 / Yeonae Kyeolhon / Love Marriage
* Also known as: Date, Marry / Love Match / Match Maker's Lover
* Genre: Romance, melodrama
* Episodes: 16
* Broadcast network: KBS2
* Broadcast period: 2008-Aug-25 to 2008-Oct
* Air time: Mondays & Tuesdays 21:55 (9:55 Korean time)

Synopsis

Lee Kang Hyun is a manager at a company that sets up people who have been divorced with dates. She meets a divorce attorney, Park Hyun Soo, and they begin a relationship with each other.

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Miss No Good

Details

* Title: 不良笑花 / Bu Liang Xiao Hua
* English title: Miss No Good
* Also known as: The Bad Campus Belle
* Genre: Romance, comedy
* Broadcast network: CTS
* Broadcast period: 2008-Sep-07
* Air time: Sundays 22:00 - 23:30
* Opening theme song: Xia Ri Feng (夏日瘋) Summer Craziness by Will Pan
* Ending theme song: Dai Wo Zou (帶我走) Take Me Away by Rainie Yang

Synopsis

Jiang Xiao Hua is a jewelry store owner with no sense of style. When prince charming Jia Si Le comes back from Japan with intentions of dating her, she blackmails Tang Men, a poison-tongue style guru, into helping her become a lady worthy of Si Le
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back to the main issue, i hope that i am able to answer questions in the examination and passed with flying colours.*crossing-fingers*

one day to go.

2008-09-25T09:21:00.002+08:00

One day to go before i am going back home.
And i could see the same enthusiasm of mine in my friends face.
Everybody are talking about the same thing and it is none other than the Eidulfitri.
Talking about this coming big event, i would thinking about going to my parents' hometown, delicious kuih raya and of course, duit raya (the money that usually give off during the festival)
It is surely an event which i am looking forward to celebrate it.

Well, these previous days i have been swapping clothes with my friends (especially Maisarah) which is somehow, quite fun.
The classmates are very sporting lately, setting the same colour to go for the lectures, taking picture (camera whoring to be exact), and together berbuka puasa or can be said as having dinner together including the non-Muslim and the males.
Though all of that sounds fun and enjoyable, but the truth is we are focusing to our study and are preparing for the final which is coming on the October.
So, here i would like to wish my classmates all the best for the exam and happy eidulmubarak.
Selamat Hari Raya to all..!

p/s:By the way, i am now once again in the computer room of my college.
Since i had finished the task given, so i'm allowed to go online ^^

one big chance.

2008-09-18T08:27:00.002+08:00

OMG.
my jaw drop when suddenly my science informatics teacher said all of us can do whatever we like today in this computer room because we are only going to proceed learning Excel next week.
Oh, i totally love her.
So, here i am, writing to my dearest blog in which i had somehow abandoned it lately.

These few days have been quite a disaster for me.
It was all begun with my great hunger and the penny breakdown.
I am seriously not going to ask my male classmate to pay for my meals again. Not again in my whole life.
Something must had been wrong to my brain for asking that person to do that.Even though actually he was pleased to do that and seems like enjoying it (which this makes me having headache thinking about it.)
And to make things worse, that had made me and that person became the topic of gossiping among my friends.
Now i am ignoring that person and try to stay away, away from him which i somehow feels guilty.
Well, actually it is not that big deal but this things stuck in my head and i am thinking to pay him back even though it really doesn't cost that much.
Yes, it is seriously not that expensive and i could pay it myself during that time.
urgh, whatever.
Dad had JUST bank in money to my account and i am no longer broke..!
yayyyy..!!
So, my life is awesome again..!

By the way, last week I did an operation.
Okay, it is dissection actually. But technically, i operated a white rat during the biology experiment.
Since it was my first time doing the dissection so i am a bit eager and excited.
The experiment went well and i could saw the internal organs clearly though actually i felt the rat is too cute to be dissected. But i guess it is okay because from the beginning, the rats had already in half conscious.
I shall upload that rat's picture (being operated)in my next post, since i am not allowed to that right now.

On the another note, i felt in love with the I'm Yours, Jason Mraz. I had been playing it over and over again with my mobile using the speakers till my roommates want to vomit listened to it.
ahahh..sorry guys, it can't be helped. Okay, maybe i will used the earphones next time.Just, maybe.
Well, here comes the music video and lyrics.Enjoy..!! xDD.

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Jason Mraz- I'm Yours.

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
A la peaceful melody
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Scooch closer dear
and i will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is your's!

p/s: I want to watch Gossip Girl season 2 and One Tree Hill last season..!!

One day out.

2008-09-01T23:13:00.004+08:00

Yes, I manage to endured the seducing of food during the day..!!
lolss.
I have rasberries cheesecake and noodles-something ( don't actually know what it's name) during break fasting ( oh, whatever it is called).
It was really really D E L I C I O U S.
Anyway one day is out and more to comes. So, i have to keep fighting.
yeah, fightoooooo-oh!

And sadly, i have to go back to JMC TOMORROW.
Tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow.
Time really move fast. It seems like it was just yesterday i came home and tomorrow is already coming.*sigh*
But, what to do? It is a must.
Ohh...Ohh..Ohh...
Oh.Okay.Chill Chill.
College is great.
Yeah yeah..college, here i comes..!!

its 31 August.......!!!

2008-08-31T23:24:00.003+08:00

31 August.
Somehow, anyhow, this date makes me go back to the past 2 years at which i was in form 4.
It was for my high school's National Independence celebration.
That night, most of us, girls batch 0307 (have to) danced..!
And it is traditional dance.

It was all because of the principal. She suddenly want to watch the girls to do traditional dance. And to be fair, each sports house have to performed.
And that's comes the competition.
For that competition we all stayed up late to practiced those hard steps.
We practiced a lot and sometimes we can even suddenly practiced dance anywhere, say it at the class, computer room, school's hall, school's gardens and elsewhere which at that times we were surprisingly not shy to do that at the public.
Though we didn't manage to get the first place but that was simply an awesome performance and i would say it is one of my precious high school's memories.

Anyway, Happy Independence Day to all Malaysian!
Let us together bring peace to the country and move forward with unity and smiles.

On the another hand, today i got five SMS from my friends wishing me happy fasting which i am unable to reply since i had already passed the expired day of my credits. again. *sigh*
So, happy fasting day to Afif, Syed Jo, Zira, Sis J and Ash! :DD

Oh, TOMORROW is the starting day of the fasting month for Muslims.
It had been awhile since the last time I'm fasting and i do not know whether my stomach could endure the seducing of foods tomorrow.lolsss.SEDUCING OF FOODS.
Even right now while i am writing this i feels like eating.Oh..oh...
I have to be strong tomorrow and the next days.
Yeah, it is the war between stomach and foods.
STOMACH Vs. FOODS.
Let the war begins! xDD

short holiday for me!

2008-08-30T18:10:00.002+08:00

again, after regretting wasting my 2 weeks holiday with 24 hours online, i am still stuck in here. In the INTERNET.

Well, It can't be helped because I can't resist from watching oh-so-hot Yamapi acting as a doctor in code blue which i am downloading it's episode 9 right now.
And my currently favourite Taiwanese drama Hot Shot which the 3 leads actors are hot and for god sake, it is basketball, people. ( Jerry Yan is at his finest!)
Plus with the new Nicholas Teo's drama, Invincible Shan Bao Mei which seems interesting just by watching the first episode.
Adding with those addictive Facebook, Myspace, Crunchyroll, Friendster, and Netlog, tell me how could i possibly not logged in?!!
God, I'm totally sick.Seriously..someone got to save me.

Okay, enough about my addiction to the INTERNET. Somehow,don't know why, I have this kind of feeling since i came home yesterday. It is sort of sad and lonely. I guess this must have related to my ex-maid which had just end her contract with my family and go back to her homeland, Indonesia. It is a bit awkward not seeing her in my life anymore.Now i agree with the saying that goes 'we only appreciate someone when his or her is not around us anymore'. That actually same goes to my ex-roommate, Meah which had moved out from my college to continue study in IPG, sort of like Teacher's Training Institution. I was quite sad at first with the absence of this two people in my life but it is normal thing that definitely would happen and life must go on.

Despite that, The Malaysia's Independence Day is just around the corner.
Talking about this, my college had actually celebrated it on 27th, last Wednesday.
I knowwww, that is way too fast but i have nothing to do with the date. It is all the administrators'.And, you couldn't believe this.
I'm on the choir's team in one of that celebration night's performance!
It is acceptable if you didn't believe me, because i didn't believe it either.

The story goes like this,
My class, H2P23 (Note : H is for hayat, biology) and h3P22 was waiting lazily (it is volley ball!) for the co-curricular teacher.
Surprisingly when he came, he said " Okay, we don't have to play volley ball today (yessssssssss!!!) but instead, we are going to practice choir because all of you are going to perform patriotic songs this Wednesday. I was like WTF???!! Choir? and it is already Monday that time.MONDAY i tell you.

and the next thing i knew was i had been trying so hard to remember the lyrics especially the Johor's song. Great, now i have mix up lyric of Selangor's and Johor's songs in my mind.
lolss.
What an experienced?
But it is indeed fun. Besides, there is one hot guy in the H3P22 :D :D
Anyway, I'm glad that we had to to the performance because now i feel that we are more unite and become closer.
Oh, thank you for classmate Aizuddin for his pocket at that night!
Well, what actually happen with his pocket should remain untold.
:P

Anyway, I'm looking forward for the big countdown on this night.
Go, Malaysia.

still be one of OUR proud

2008-08-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

I was in complete anxiety and anxious watching the Olympic, badminton match for the men's singles final.
It was Lin Dan from China vs Lee Chong Wei from Malaysia (MY COUNTRY..!)
Lin Dan's confident face all the way from the beginning really annoyed me while a little nervous is shown from Lee Chong Wei.
It must be hard for Chong Wei with those BIG hopes from many people in Malaysia and furthermore none of the medals had been manage to obtain from the country's contingents.
And also with that super-loud-cheers for Lin Dan during the match will somehow effect his emotion and calmness.
So, i think Chong Wei is not to blame even if he did makes some mistakes in the tournament but yet who doesn't? And it is already a success for Malaysia because it is the FIRST medal for the country in OLYMPIC 2008.
I want to say here that, Lee Chong Wei is STILL one of Malaysia's proud,
at least for me, one of the Malaysian.
Way to go, Chong Wei!

(Oh..I want to say that i hate Lin Dan but we can see that he did worked hard for this and yet he is HOT! So, i somehow think that he deserved that gold.
But I am still vote for Chong Wei anyway XD)

One busy week..!

2008-07-13T13:07:00.005+08:00

What a busy week i had..!!
On the Monday i have English Oral Speaking which really makes me drive up the wall thinking about my topic.
It is about CHOOSING LIFE PATNER BASED ON RELIGIOUS.
I said it again, RELIGIOUS..!
Ohh...why among all the good looking, religious, wealth and fun to be with i got religious?!!
it was really testing me up..!!ahahhh..
gladly, at last..after researching on the net and with a little help from my friends, i managed to give a satisfactory speech.
Well, at least for me.
Ohh..and thanks to Dalilah for lending me her jubah on that day.
(which i did not give it back to her till now..!!huhu..sorry dalilah, will surely give it back to you TODAY ^^ )
And lolss..everyone was calling me 'Religious Arbaeyah" (on that day)

I also had Biology and Chemistry quiz this week..!
Really, it was realy tough having 2 quiz in the same week with all the crazy homeworks along.
And yet, i also have class on Saturday due to the replacement holiday for Raya.
So, that left me ONLY today, SUNDAY to rest.
Luckily i manage to spare some time to go online now.

Oh yeah...about my previous entry i said i can't go back at that weekend.
At the very last minute the administrators allowed us to go back.
Sorry for not telling about it on that weekend because i was really busy finding information about the English Oral Speaking.

oohh..i have to stop now.
So, ja ne..!!
^^

^ deligious cheese cake baked by Madam Hajah Rusilah

^me, meah and amal at Madam Hajah Rusilah's house

^me, amal and naz camera whoring after washing the dishes

^me on the English Oral Speaking day with 'religious attire' :P

^Me and Shi Lei

^Me and Yi Li XD

Me and BLOOD.

2008-07-01T20:40:00.002+08:00

I donated MY BLOOD on today's Biology Experiment..!!
How brave i am.ahahh..
Though actually it is JUST 8 prick with the lancet but it is a new experienced for me.
Those blood is for the experiment about isotonic, hypertonic, and hypotonic in animal cell.
Unfortunately, I could not managed to drop the sufficient blood into all 6 boiling tube due to the limited time.
So, Shi Lei and i stole 3 sample from another group.haha.
But yeah..we got the permission.

While, in ENGLISH CLASS, teacher did something that impressed us.
What actually did she do?
ahahhhh..it is our secret.
But really i am impressed.

Oh..i heard that this weekend which we the students of JMC are supposedly allow to go back home, suddenly have replacement class on SATURDAY.
I was like WHAT THE HELL?!!
I had bought bus tickets 2 ways...!
And it is a big amount of money okay.
Grrr..why didn't the administrators informed about it earlier?!!
Ouhh thinking about this makes me mad.

So, let us read a joke for a laugh.

An Illinois man left the snowballed streets of Chicago for a vacation in Florida. His wife was on a business trip and was planning to meet him there the next day. When he reached his hotel, he decided to send his wife a quick e-mail.

Unable to find the scrap of paper on which he had written her e-mail address, he did his best to type it in from memory. Unfortunately, he missed one letter, and his note was directed instead to an elderly preacher's wife whose husband had passed away only the day before. When the grieving widow checked her e-mail, she took one look at the monitor, let out a piercing scream, and fell to the floor dead.

At the sound, her family rushed into the room and saw this note on the screen:

Dearest Wife,

Just got checked in. Everything prepared for your arrival tomorrow.

Your Loving Husband.

P.S. Sure is hot down here

lolss..!!

Germany lost?

2008-06-30T21:02:00.002+08:00

Germany lost?!Spain win?!!
Wow, that is quite a shock.
hahaaa...pity Fariqh and Farhan.
and pity the Germany's fan whose stay up late just to watch the match.
But, maybe it is worth for them since they are a big fan of them.
Ouh, whatever..I don't really care.

So, today is really a hectic day to me.
I was busy finishing the Tutorial Mathematics which it is really a troublesome.
It is such a BIG relief when i had done it ALL.
Phewwwwwww..

But then, in the evening,
in which i am super sleepy and tired along with the rainy day..
I was planning to have a short nap.
Alas, I have co curricular activity!
So, even how badly i want to sleep, i MUST attend the activity.
Lazily, i went to the meeting place.
Surprisingly, it is not that bad.
In fact, I had a lot of fun...!!
The teacher teach us the J-robic dancing steps and we danced and danced happily..!! ahahhh..
Hasanah shocked us with her 'shuffle' dancing..!!
Can't imagine a 'kind' person like her know how to dance like that.hahaaaa..
The activity ends at 6.30.
And then, i had to rushed for Asar prayer.
So late..but what to do? It cant be helped.
Later, I took a bath, Maghrib prayer and then rushing to the library to 'booked' the plaque to charge laptop's battery while accessing to the Internet.
So, it means,
Up till now I don't sleep yet!
ahahh..such a busy woman.huhuhuxsss!! ^^

oooppsss...
its already 1o.15 p.m right now and i have a lot of homework to do which i have to pass up TOMORROW.
So, till later.
ja ne~~

Arbaeyah.

p.s:here is a video which i found it very sweet and cute.ahahhh..thanks to roommate Meah...!!

rainy sunday at JMC.

2008-06-29T18:56:00.004+08:00

HYE HYE HYE...!!!!
Sorry for my super short entry yesterday.
Can't help it.
If only i could just access internet at my room, it would be a LOT easier.
Sdly, room is excluding in the 100m diztance away from the library which is the source of the hotspot.
And i have to adhere to the rules in which all students have to be at their own block at 11.00p.m.

Anyway, today i went for an outing with rommate, Naz(again) to buy the bus ticket from Tangkak-Pudu because i am going back home next friday(YAHOOOOO..!!!)
Along the way, i saw MANY attractive stuff like HOT BAGS, HOT DRESS and HOT GUYS ^^
but unfortunately, right now i am broke.
ohh...my RM1000 allowance, please come fast..!!!

On the another note, my first exam here is just around the corner.
I hope i will pass with flying colour.
And i have oral speaking test for English tomorrow.
Please pray for my successs.
Domo argatou :P :P

Pictures, people..!

p.s: Many thanks to MISS AKMAL for her laptop which i am using hers right now.

at last

2008-06-28T22:32:00.003+08:00

FINALLY, i am able to access to the internet in Johor Matriculation College.
For god sake,i can't remember how many times have i tried to connected to the hotspot. Something is definitely wrong with my laptop since others are able to access easily.
Anyway, thanks to Amal for which i am using her laptop right now

OMG............
GTG NOw.
the guard had start to chase us since it is now nearly 11.00 p.m

sunday again.

2008-06-15T11:26:00.003+08:00

Ohh..sorry for my long hiatus.
I had already bring my laptop but unfortunately i couldn't accessed to the internet, yet because i REALLY don't have time to buy the hotspot.
I will find time to buy it, SOON.

So, here comes SUNDAY, again.
I am allowed to go outing..!
Right now, I am in the Cyber Cafe at Ledang (Tangkak had change to Ledang!), Johor and of course, Malaysia.
Really, I miss my blog.ahahh...

This week is so tiring, thank you to the damn homeworks.
With my injured leg, it becames more difficult.
It is really painful okay.
And i could barely walk..!
Even worse, i can't run..!!!
How could i compete in the basketball competition??!
ohh...leg, please recover fast!

Yesterday was the voting day for the election of the JPP..
JPP is sort of like prefect.
I felt like i was voting for the national election..hahaa..
whom i voted for?
ahahh...it is secret bebehhh!!

ohh yeahh..last night
after struggling with chemistry questions which really made me drove up the wall,
my roommates and I watch korean movie WINDSTRUCK.
from 12 midnight to 2.30 a.m!!
All 4 of us watched it in my laptop, but the CD is belongs to Naz.
Eventough actually i had watched it, but this time it is quite different watching with my 'beloved' roommates :P :P

By the way, my long-lost-friend had suddenly contacted me back!
He was my schoolmate in the primary school.
Really miss him.

Photo of the week!

^ Me with pink bed :D

^ Me with my student card a.k.a tag

^ Me and Hasanah during the hearing of the JPP's manifesto

^ Me with my newly wrapped study table :P :P

homeworks and basketball

2008-06-07T22:18:00.005+08:00

once again, i'm home for a very short weekend.
*sighhhh*

so,lately my life had been full with homeworks.
I can't stop thinking about lab reports, tutorial works, and assignments.
it's all about HOMEWORKS, homeworks and homeworks..

While, on the other note..
I am in the middle of 'competition' of being choose to represent my college in basketball competition.
Next week is the final.
I am not really sure if i will going to be chosen.
because there are a LOTS of highly-skill peoples here!
and i haven't play basketball for approximately 6 MONTHS..!!
So, today i am training myself and preparing for the final.
I even bought a basketball's ball today..!! (Okay, i'm not the one who pay for it. Dad did :P :P )
Practise makes perfect right.
huhu..
FIGHTING..!!
^^
Anyway, tomorrow i am going back to college.
a.k.a HOSTEL.
a.k.a prison.
ahahh..kidding..!
but this time i am not going by bus.
Dad is going to send me there.
i mean drive.
I'm so happy because that's mean i can bring a LOT of stuff with me.
(including laptop)
YAYY..!!!

Lastly, PICTURES TIME..!!

^ Me and and Asyura on my cousin's wedding

^ PURPLE and pink, theme of the day.

^Me with little cousins.

^Daughter and mother.

^We are SISTERS..!

^Us, again.

^Cousins.

^ Me and my little brother.

^My PARENTS..!

^Asyura got her own style when it comes to handbag :DD

^ Sis J and me.

^ Dr. Arbaeyah XD

^ costs : RM 69 only.ahahh..

^camera whoring with MY ball.

^Asyura want to play too ;)

My College Life

2008-05-24T12:58:00.004+08:00

hye people..! :P :P
I am back...!!ahahhh..
Well, just so you know,
Right now, while I am writing this I am sitting in a cyber cafe in the Tangkak's town, at Johor, an of course, Malaysia.
I am allowed to go outing from 8 am till 7 p.m.
So happy! lolss..

Anyway, this week i had started all my classes including those Lectures, Practical and Tutorial.
And I had already have a LOTS of homework.damn it.hahaa..
but yes, i know i have to study hard this time to achieve my goal.
So, I am working on it.
YEAH, FIGHTOOOOOO OHH..!
Fighting!
Cayok Cayok!!
^^

This morning, we take picture for our student card at the main hall.
It was amusing sawing the girls wearing those bombastic dress.hahaaaa!
Don't they know that the picture only will show their face??
No need to wear those beautiful clothes just for a 2 minutes snap.
( Though actually, i wear it to.ahahhh..BUT at least, i am not categorized as 'OVER')

Okay, student's card aside.

I want to confess something.
I LOVE my ENGLISH CLASS!
To be exact, I LOVE my ENGLISH Lecture..!
She is so sporting!
She even allowed us to pick up our calls in her class!!
Not to mention TEXTING..!!
hahaaa..
very enjoyable.
but only one, we MUST SILENCE our mobile.
well, i guess it is understandable because if it is ringing, the whole class will be interrupt.
But the point is, I LOVE MY ENGLISH CLASS!

ohh..and one more thing.
I learn about science informatics in this semester!
Which i will be teach about ADOBE PHOTOSHOP..!!
So, YAAYYYY!!! :D :DD

There are a lots of things going on in my life now which it is something new to me.

I hope I will stay strong and able to pass through all of it till the end and successfully graduated with flying colours.

Time for pictures XD

^ Me and Sis J on first day of classes

^ Intan and me in one evening

^ camera whoring with roommates :P

^ crazy roommates..ahahhh..

^ with roommates again..

^ in the main hall during block meeting

^ its me and Meah with ermm..Amal's hand ~ ^^

^ my roommates..!! Akmal, Jameiah, Aslina ^^

p.s : Ohh, I saw a hottie yesterday...!
He is the second intake...!!
I am going to find his mobile's number..!!
hahaaaaaa..
kidding!!

p.p.s : I'm glad that Had had recover.

a day out with my brother

2008-05-18T22:36:00.004+08:00

Today, I am having a headache thinking about the bus ticket to go back to college tomorrow.
ahahh..isn't it obvious?
I had never take a bus (this far).
But, nevermind,
at last, it turn out to be not that difficult to buy the tickets..
Moreover, me and my younger brother have a chance to watch The Chrocnicles of Narnia!!
(Which our parents don't know about it XD)
Ohh, King Peter is a hottie!

Afiq and me at the cinema

Narnia..!!

Anyway, I am going back to college early in the morning tomorrow.
Maybe i will be on hiatus again.
And, that means i have to sleep early this night.
So, pen off!
ja ne.
bye-bye cycle~~
^^

I am home..!!

2008-05-17T23:10:00.009+08:00

well, apparently i was on hiatus since last week.
I feel terrible about that, but nothing can be done because I really do not have time to update because of the orientation week.

By the way, NOW I am officially is a college student.yeahhhh..! :P
The orientation is good and pretty fun especially during the exercise time in the evening.
We were teached how to do the chicken dance..!
ahahhh..
Really enjoyable..!
The facilitators are all good!!
And they were very sporting and caring too ^^

Ohh...I have 3 roommates!!
They are so lovely!!! ahahhh..
We always take care of each other.
I love them, so do love me too ne.

On the another note, I also have a group.
consist of 23 members including male and female.
Our mentor is Miss Jalilah which is really kind and understanding.
Here are the names of the members
(which Miss Jalilah always asked us to recall all the member's name!)

l.Shahrul ( Leader )
2.Ikhwan
3.Mohd Nor Ridhwan
4.Khuzair
5.Shafiq
6.Imran
7.Farhan
8.Ridhwan
9.Xiao Huan
10.Arbaeyah (me XD) (Asisstant Leader :P)
11.Intan
12.Jannah (Sis J)
13.Mahani
14.Dalila
15.Atika
16.Shahida
17.Izzati
18.Syira
19.Saleha
20.Syazana
21.Mimi
22.Mahizul
23.Halimah

I am quite close to Sis J and Intan in the group.
Anyway, I have Shahrul's and Ikwan's phone numbers!!
ahahh..
who want it can freely ask me okayy.hahahh..kidding!
ohh yeahh, our group have 1 chinese!
Awesome!!
This way i can learn a little bit Mandarin from him!
Or maybe i can asked him to translate any taiwanese drama direct to Malay!! ahahhh ^^

Well, I guess we will develop more love among the members and take care of each other as well.

My college is really big and beautiful equipped with lots of facilities such as gym, a super big library, variety of court and a lot more..!!
We even have hotspot for wireless internet connection!
I am so happy and i love my college!!

By the way, i am on holiday now.
Due to the public holiday, we are allowed to go back home till Monday!
It is quite unexpected because we were originally have to stay to take pictures of ourselves for the student card.
But somehow, it is postpone to next week.
So, yayyy!!
I'm home now!!!!!!!!!!!
:P :P

pictures time XD

>>>>ahahh..i am so tired so, do the caption yourself okayy.

ohh, i am so exhausted now.
till later!
bye, muahxmuahx..!!
^^

p.s: Actually, I am quite sad and worry because Had was sent to the Hospital!
For the time being I don't know how is his condition because his twin suddenly stop texting me. But it seems quite bad.
Had, be strong and get well soon.
Whoever know him and saw this please pray for him.
*sad*

self-love

2008-05-08T23:22:00.002+08:00

Okay, lets try this simple test.
first, quickly list out ten things that you wish to change about YOURSELF.
Take your time.
But, be honest.
Then, repeat the test but this time think of things that you love and wouldn't change about yourself.

Most of us will find it difficult to list about what we love compared to what we hate.

Why do we must hate ourselves?
If we hate ourselves, then who else will love us ?
Oh yeahh,EVERYBODY have flaws.
So,why must we be critical to ourselves?

Well,I agree with Whitney Houston.
She said it best,

Learning to love yourself is the greatest love of all.

Here are some tips that i found and would like to share to you.
5 steps to true self-love
edited by : Arbaeyah :P

1. Be good to yourself
Treat yourself as you would to someone you really loved.
Eat foods that are good for you.
also,find a physical activity you enjoy and work it in your daily life.
Every once in a while, treat yourself.
Cherish the positive and stop beating yourself up over what you perceive to be the negative.

2. Dump the scale, and other things.
Do you weight yourself every time or are you a compulsive calorie-counter..?
Do not do stuff that make you feel lousy about yourself.
Do not set UNREALISTIC goals and kick yourself when you don't achieve them.
STOP those self-defeating habits as they do NOTHING for you.
Save your energy for something more beneficial.

3.START A JOURNAL OR BLOG
You might find this hard to believe but yeahh,
with the right approach, writing can be therapeutic..!!
Get on the computer ( or laptop ) and start typing.
Record all the good and read them when you need confidence boost,
and also jot down the bad as a way to purge pent-up emotions.
Blogging is another great way because you get instant feedback and support from readers.

Sometimes, a little discretion is needed.

4.Do something positive,people!
Try pick up a new hobby or set yourself a personal challenge.
There's nothing like achieving a goal to put smile on your face.
You can also give a little help to the someone who needs it.
You will be surprised at the impact you can make in their lives ( and in your own too )

5. Just DO IT..!
Loving yourself isn't a feeling that comes when you succeed in losing your weight or found the "perfect" guy/girl.
It is actually a choice.
The more loving to yourself, the more loving you will be to those around you.
If you find it hard to love yourself now,
fake it till you make it!

Love you for you.
No one deserves it more ^^

anyway, congratulation to my friend, Wan Mohd Haziq for getting offer from his whole-time-dreams university.

And HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my Korean buddy,Won Gyu Park :D

p.s: still have no idea what to give my mum on Mother's Day *sigh*
anyone have a good idea? ~ ^^

can't wait!

2008-05-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

I already finish packing all my clothes.
LOlss..! Actually, I am so eager to enter a whole new life..!!
yeahh, Johor Matriculation College, here i come.
:P :P
did i sound overly excited?
hahaa..can't help it.
5 months in home doing NOTHING is no fun.
In fact is was damn bored.
( Okayy, minus the enjoyable moment watching a lot of Japanese, Korean and Taiwanese drama XD )
So, that's explain why i am really excited to go to matriculation ^^

Despite my eagerness, i already feel HOMESICK..!!
I know I am not that type of person who will feel homesick but, yeah, I DO feel homesick RIGHT NOW.

Probably because it is my maid.
My maid will going back to Indonesia for forever when I will be at the matriculation.
Honestly, she is really a kind person.
She NEVER said no when i asked her to do something.
She never makes me mad.
She cooked most of my meals which is very delicious.
And I always go to her room when I get scolded by dad or mum.
Waaa....I feel like crying now.
I am going to miss her a lot.
Bibik, jangan lupakan saya ya!

ohh ohh..ohhh...
I think I am going to stop now.
Will continue later.
Sorry for posting such an emotional entry.hahaa!! :D :DD
Chill, people~~

in fatigue!

2008-05-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

OMG..!!
I am exhausted and really in fatigue NOW.
lolss.

I had just came back home from SHOPPING with my mum ^^
We went to each floor at the mall!
I bought A LOT of things from clothes to stationery.

hahaa..
ohh..i hate myself when it's come to shopping.
because i would feel like everything in the store is interesting.
:P :P

This time i have no mercy to my dad's credit card XD

Anyway, my enjoyable shopping moments suddenly comes to the end when mum said she feels sleepy.
poor mum.It's already her bed time!
But, just at that time i realized we are the only customers left!
All the staff we actually waiting for us to closed the mall.
lolsss.
It was quite embarassing with me carrying super big shopping bags.
Ahh, and one of the staff is a hottie..!! :D :DD

Waa...Waa..I am extremely tired.
and i could think none other than BED!
So, till later then.ahahh..

XOXO, Arbaeyah ^^

yeah..i got my BSN card..!!

2008-05-05T23:27:00.003+08:00

yes yes yes..!!
I succeed in waking up at MORNING today..!
huhuuu..
And I manage to have a proper breakfast.
but, unfortunately i got a stomachache right after i have breakfast.
My stomach must be really shocked for having such an early breakfast all of sudden.lolss :P :P

anyway, i got my BSN (Sort of like local bank) card!
well, okayy, it is not the credit card for shopping.
but it is for withdraw the money from our account at the machine.
which mean, i still can go shopping after got the money!
hahaa..ohh, i have to bear in my mind ( always ) that the scholarship that i will get is for my future.
or else i will end up using all the money for shopping or buying Meg Cabot's novels.
(like what i did with the money that i received from my uncle as a gift XD )

pictures, people !

^ My purple BSN card!

^ picture of the day.chill!

^ life is dull without camera whoring :P

i hope tomorrow is better than today.

lots of love from me.
XOXO! ^^

ahhh, i forgot something! I bumped into Haziq batak at the bank!!hahaa..
what a small world XD

girlfriend

2008-05-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

Marie Digby - Girlfriend

You wear, your hair
like it's your best accessory
and I don't want to
ever have to compete with that
I know, you'd be
nothing but excessively sweet
cherish me, sing to me, love me

but I can't belong
to anybody else right now
though it is not much of an excuse
i can't belong
to anybody else when I've got
so much figuring out to do

I don't want to be a girlfriend
I don't want to talk about my feelings yea
I don't wanna be some girlfriend
I don't wanna have to explain
what I'm thinking

I go, alone
to watch stupid romance movies
and I sit, wishing
it was your arms wrapped around me and
I just deny
that all i want is a piece of you
but I guess it's true
don't want to talk on the phone
don't want attachments, don't wanna
be your girlfriend..

I just can't belong
to anybody else right now
though it is not much of an excuse
I can't belong
to anybody else when I've got
so much figuring out to do

I don't wanna be a girlfriend
i don't wanna talk about
my feelings yea
i don't wanna be a girlfriend
i don't wanna have to explain
what i'm thinking

is it wrong for me to want you
just for a day?
i don't want to be that kind of girl
but i can't help myself
------------------------------------------

Actually, I am sort of like the girl in the lyric.
I do have someone i like.
well, maybe not.ahahh
but i really do not want to be someone's girlfriend.yet.
okay, at least not for the time being.
It is just that i don't want any attachments.
haha..is it sound like an excuse?
maybe i am afraid to be in love.
or maybe, i am afraid of being hurt.
ahahh..i just don't know.
ohh..this is what i call ambiguity.

hmm..whatever.
i hate talking about my feelings.
because it makes me having headache.lolss :P :P

anyway, Mother's Day is coming very soon.
The wikipidea said it is celebrated on various days in different countries around the world.
But it is on 11 May in Malaysia.
So, i am having a hard time thinking what i should give to my mum.
Should i give her flowers?
or chocolate? or teddy bear? or candies?!!
huhuxxss..!!
okayy, maybe not.
ohh, i shall discuss this with my dad.(because he will pay for it.of course!! huhu..)

On another note, i feel pity to my friends whom having a difficult times (too) choosing their courses to continue study.
Now that i think about it, i am glad that i get (bad) offer from UPU which make me automatically choose matriculation college to continue pursuing my dreams.
So, i don't have to think about UPU at all.
ahahh..
to my friends, hope you all make the right decision and good luck in your future ^^

I guess, i am going to sleep early today.
because tomorrow i have to wake up VERY early,
in the MORNING :D :DD
so, no sleeping at 3.oo a.m today(tomorrow).

till later then.
lots of love from me.
XOXO..!! ^^

living in 2008??

2008-05-03T16:48:00.003+08:00

I was planning to check my friendster account but unfortunately, it was in Temporary Maintenance.
Somehow, i found this which is pretty funny to me.lol.
So, i thought i might share it here.
Well, here it is( edited by Arbaeyah :D )

YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2008 when...

1. You get up in the morning and go online before getting your

breakfast.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 90 (or more) phone numbers in your contact.

4. You e-mail the person who live at your next door.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that

they don't have e-mail addresses.

6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your mobile phone to see if

anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.

7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the

screen.

8. Leaving the house without your mobile phone, which you didn't have

The first 10,20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and

you turn around to go and get it.

10. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave.

11. You can texting your friends or typing pretty fast without seeing the keyboard.

12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.

13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this

message.

14. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.

15. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a #9 on this list

^^

ahah..laughing yoga!

2008-05-02T22:36:00.006+08:00

Laughing yoga? Ever heard about it..?
Well, to me, it is a new thing in my life.
Thank you to the Oprah Winfrey show, i learn something new..!
Laughing Yoga is a simple laughter exercise and is sort of like 'tension releasing' which can be done in 20-30 minutes.
To know what exactly it is, click here XD

But somehow, i feel sad and sorrow today.
yeahh..i know it is contradicting from the paragraph above but i do not know why.
Frankly, i blame it on hormones. can't help it, really. i just can't stay motivated and bubbly and excited and positive for 28 days straight. i have my ups and downs too.

hahaa..very hormonal okayy.
I feel super sleepy today and i sleep a lot..!!
huhuxxss..well, i guess it is just a normal things that happen to every 'puberty' girl in this world XDD.
( Am i too open-minded?ahahh..)

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.
-Albert Camus

sweet 18

2008-05-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

I just watched 16 episodes of Sweet 18..!!
or it is also called as Little Bride.
It is pretty good.And super funny! lol..! ^^
Can be described as the combination of Goong and Sassy Girl Chun Hyang.
But, it also have it own charm.haha..
I am really a drama addict!

ohh, the Summer Time sang by NEWS is on youtube..!!
i love the song..!
feeling happy~~

here it is. (with romaji and English subtitles..!! SING A LONG!)
enjoy~~

p.s : HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZIRA..! SWEET 18..!!

p.p.s : I get offer from UITM for diploma sains..!

survey time..!

2008-04-29T22:25:00.000+08:00

*.::My Life::.*
.::Basics::.
Full Name::	a r b a e y a h
Nicknames::	ain, arbae, bain , eya, dina..
Gender::	f
Orientation::	heaven ^^
Age::	17 ++
Age you wish you were::	16/20
Birthdate::	28.11.90
Zodiac Sign::	sagi
Height::	16+
Shoe size::	6/7
Eye color::	dark brown
Hair color::	black kott
How long is your hair::	go figure :P
Who do u live with::	family!
Location::	malaysia
Piercing::	no
Tattoos::	none
Hobbies::	blogging
Grade::	^^
Wear contacts or glasses::	nope
Braces or retainer::	nope!
.::Are you a...::.
Class clown::	nooooooooo
Goth::	no
Metal-head::	no lahh
Rocker::	no way
Gansta::	no no no
Prep::	noo
Idiot::	a little bit
Freak::	u judge
Nerd::	sometimes
Bookworm::	more to novelworm ahahh
Dork::	nopee
Smoker::	hell no
Pot-head::	noooooooooo
Alcoholic::	no .
.::Do You..::.
Sleep with stuff animals:	nope
Take walks in the rain::	only if it is a must
Talk to people who you hate::	yuh
Read the newspaper::	lately, nope .
Do drugs::	no way man
Smoke::	no
Pray::	yessss
.::Friends::.
Nicest::	all
Funniest::	daus maybe
Tallest::	jang..haha..forgot his name
Shortest::	nad/echah
Prettiest::	all of them
Punkiest::	none
Newest::	olen
Shyest::	syda
Sweetest::	mai
Closest::	mai
Weirdest::	Mr.ehemm
Smartest::	zuhair kott
Craziest::	had
Loudest::	nuwen
Quietest::	syda
Dumbest::	--
Happiest::	mai
Most hyper::	gem yg hyper gle
Hottest::	haha..buget lak nt..xyah2..
Skinniest::	myself lah kott..ahahh..budget gle
Best friend::	had, mai..
Most outgoing::	had
Most talented::	had
Most athletic::	had!
Best singer::	erm, muaz..
To become a cop::	ahahhh..dunno!
To become famous::	tom
Kill someone::	ohhh...
Best guy friend::	had had had
Best girl friends::	mai mai mai
Known the longest::	erm..ashwin kot.
Known the shortest::	olen
Last person you talked to online::	not once okayy
Who u talks too most online::	none
On the phone with most::	had
Trust most::	myself
Who listens to your problems?:	had, zyra
Second family::	--
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in::	my little brother
Always has a bf/gf::	marina
Who knows the most about you?:	had
Which 5 people do u care about the most::	had, mai, zyra, yun, sue
.::Last Person::.
Person you hugged::	irsyad
Person you kissed::	asyura
Thing you said:	go to sleep
Thing you ate:	pizza hut
you called::	had
called you::	ira
person you saw::	daddy
.::Favorites::.
movie::	kungfu dunk
singer::	yamapi
band::	news
song::	daite senorita
music video::	daite senorita
web site::	http://arbaeyahxd.blogspot.com/
magazine::	cleo
sport::	basketball..!
room in your house::	my parents'
subject in school::	math
teacher::	my mentor
word::	hey
month::	11
season::	spring
day of week::	saturday
time of day::	10
holiday::	all of it
color::	pink
number::	4
animal::	hamster/ rabbit
city::	klang
food::	pizza hut
ice cream flavor::	vanilla
Girl Perfume::	anything nice
Guy Perfume::	whatever..!!
Car::	mercedez benz
candy::	lollipop
fruit::	mango
cereal::	i love all cereals
store::	giant
girl's name::	arbaeyah
guy's name::	yamashita tomohisa
body part::	hair
.::Love, Life, Etc...::.
single::	yuppp
like anyone::	yes ^^
who::	someone
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?::	look
Do you want to get married?::	sure
do u want kids?::	one day
Have you ever been in love?::	yeahh
Have you ever cheated?::	who doesnt?
what do u want in a relationship?::	trust
first kiss::	ehemm..
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them?::	yuppy
is it right to flirt if you're taken?::	no
.::Have you Ever::.
been hurt emotionally::	yes
gone skinny dipping::	no
Danced when there wasn't any music?::	yeah
Broken/fractured a bone?::	no
Skipped school?::	yuh
Cried during a movie?::	yess!
Been onstage?::	yup, but very rare
Cut your own hair?::	yes.
made out::	duh?
cried yourself to sleep::	yup
said I love you::	yesssss
.::This or That::.
Music/TV::	music
Rock/Rap::	rap
Black/White::	white
Winter/Summer::	winter
Fall/Spring::	spring
Night/Day::	night
Funny Movies/Scary Movies:	funny lorhh
Sun/Rain::	sun
Cats/Dogs::	cats lahh
bracelet or necklace::	b
gold/silver::	s
sun/moon::	s
Love or Lust?::	luv
Hugs or Kisses?::	hugs
.::Countdown::.
6 Things you hate...
1::	physic book.
2::	my flaw
3::	bitch
4::	big fat liar
5::	annoying person
6::	rude person..!!
5 things you love...
1::	my laptop
2::	my computer
3::	my blog
4::	my sony ericsson
5::	my myspace
4 things you take to a desserted island...
1::	laptop
2::	wireless
3::	a lot of fruits
4::	a super thick novel
3 of your favorites stores...
1::	giant
2::	tesco
3::	econmart
2 things you're wearing right now
1::	t shirt
2::	jeans
1 person you miss right now...
1::	hadd
Take this survey \| Find more surveys Bzoink - The Original Survey Site

of my dear cousins

2008-04-28T21:45:00.016+08:00

so, it was not that bad going back to the village.
in fact it was really fun..! because Kak As, (my cousin) is engaged on Sunday there.

well, except for the first day which is so damn bored..!
bacause only my family is back and i have no friends and nothing to do other than sleep.haha.
but relatives start coming by the second day,Saturday.

but i am really sleepy right now.
So, let the pictures do the talk ^^
ohh, by the way, i bought new shoes..!!yaayy!!
sport shoe and a loafer :)

^ so bored in the car..

^ me and irsyad

^ my new b.u.m sport shoe..!!

^ okay, i know it is not one of my type. but, urm it is not that bad..!!

^ yess, camera whore siblings..!!huhuxxsss..!

^ lol.asyura..!

^ the engagement room.

^ Pertunangan = Engagement

^ at secret recipe.yum yum..!!

^ flower flower..!!

^ this is what i call, cam whore cousins.lols..! :P

^ oh..is this really Kak As? Very beautiful..!!

^ haha..i am so lazy to rotate the picture.

okayy..done..!!going to watch Fated to love you episode 7 now.
again, without english subtitle.
i guess i am getting better at Mandarin!lolss...! ^^
ja ne~~~

countdown

2008-04-24T23:14:00.003+08:00

6 hours left before saying Goodbye to my lovely computer and internet.
And my precious blog,
ohh and photoshop ^^

so, i put an aim.
hahaaa i am NOT going to sleep tonight!!
yess, ganbate!
I will use photoshop to the fullest this night until morning comes.
Then, packing my clothes (waa, tak packing lg! )
and finally, take shower and prepare to go to dad's hometown.

When i am going to sleep?
The whole journey in the car which the air conditioner will make me feel super cold!
Even the air conditioner in my house cannot defeat the coldness.haha..
Naza is incredible!

ahh, aina (my younger sister) and me going crazy just now.
hahaa. We danced..!!
On the primary bed, in primary room!
With musics turned on loudspeaker from my mobile phone.
And the light is off.
We danced and jumped, and danced and jumped again..
and again.
Till, suddenly, mum came and said..
ohh, my house have a disco! great.hahaa..!!
i know, it was stupid, but it really was FUN.

by the way, thank you to keikepi/yamapi for this site!
Now i can edit my pictures just exactly like taking picture in photo booth.
woot woott~~

It is absolutely free..!!haha i LOVE free stuff ^^
here the link to the site Puricute
have fun~~

(suddenly feel VERY sleepy.I think i am going to bed.now.)
Till later, after i came back from village.
Do not miss me!
bye!
XOXO, Arbaeyah.

another day of headache.

2008-04-23T23:48:00.002+08:00

The title say it all.
Another day of headache WITH PHOTOSHOP...!!hahaa..
yes, HEADACHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
^^

OH..somebody take me out please.
I am SO BORED 24 hours in HOME!
I think i am dying from boredom.lolsss.

Anyway, today I received a letter ( not message in my Yahoo account ) from matriculation college.
No big deal because i already knew i get the offer from Johor Matriculation College.
Actually, i am waiting offer from UPU. Local university.
But, since my grades are 'GOOD', so i guess i should just give up and take Matriculation.

Date register : 11 May.......!!!
VERY CLOSE.
ohh, it have been ages ago since the last time i touch academic books.
haha, so, i shall use the remaining precious time to the fullest before 11 May 2008.

And I am not going for the HK ( sorry Had ) because mum said we will be going to dad's hometown for 3 days!!
Oh NO..!!!
I hate village..! SO much.......!!
waaa waaa....Really do not want to go! (Tak nak Tak nakk..!)

10 TOP reason why i HATE village :

1. No computer..!

2. If it exist, still, no Internet..!!

3. Damn low network coverage which make me so hard to texting. and super hard for calling.

4. No air conditioner.

5. I cannot wake up too late ( which i always do at home)

6. No astro channel..!!

7. Cannot blogging.

8. Cannot photoshopping.

9. No Internet.oh, did i mentioned this before?

10.No Internet. No Internet. No Internet!!!
hahaaa, i just simply cannot live without Internet.

Fated to love you episode 6 is out on youtube.
But sadly NO English subtitles.
But i am going to watch it anyway.
Hahaa, wish i learnt mandarin language.
Random fansub, please release the subtitles version fast!

I guess today i am going to sleep quite late.
ohh, okay then.
So eager to watch now.
Ethan ruan, here i am coming~~
^__________________________^

my obsession

2008-04-22T23:27:00.003+08:00

hahaa. Today I did something rare, unusual.
I downloaded gimp and adobe photoshop CS3 extended ( free trial of course XD )
and tried to used them..!!
Amazing me! * claps claps * ^^
Why? What for?
lols..
Isn't it OBVIOUS?
I am currently obsess with blog skinning in other words,
DESIGNING BLOG TEMPLATES..!!Yaay~~

but the only problem is I am so suck in html and css
AND,
I have zero intelligent about photoshop and gimp!! ~ ^^
SO, I am having headache right now after reading and watching A LOT of tutorials in net.
hahahahahahahahahaaaaaaaa~~
oohh, i feel retarded.
and want to vomit..!!

Fortunately..!!
I JUST received phone call from my BFF, Izharuddin a.k.a Had.
So missing him.
Ohh, i forgot to told how much i miss him..!!
Anyway had, thank you SO much for calling.
You help me escape from the addictive photoshop...!!

I am focusing only to photoshop for the time being because i only have 30 days free trial to use.
Well, gimp is free and you can use it for your whole life time (sampai mampus bak kate ainaa. hahaa)
But, of course photoshop is way better. At least, for me ^^

oohh, 12.00 p.m sharp now.
got to SLEEP..!!
Lately, I am punctual with my bed time.haha..So obedient :P
Till later.
Sayonara~~

p.s: Shall i go to HK..?hmm..Maybe, not. I do not deserve to *sad sad*

p.p.s : Anyone know WHEN Gossip Girl episode 14 will be release? Ohh, is it TODAY?
Man, I lost the track..!

another ordinary day.

2008-04-21T23:23:00.007+08:00

Today is really ordinary except mum baked yummy muffins which i ate a LOT, haha. Pity Aina because she did not have the chance to taste a bit.lol.Can't help it sis, I am SO hungry and the muffins are irresistible.Gomen ne..

Anyway, lately I am SO glued to Fated To Love You.
An interesting Taiwanese drama.

It somehow, to me, like combination of Korean Wonderful Life and Delightful Sassy Girl Chun Hyang ;p
Anyway, the lead actor, Ethan Ruan is a cutie..!!
haha..
geez, i am TOTALLY addicted...!! ^^
But, sadly, it is CURRENTLY on air in Taiwan and only ONE episode is release per week.....!! waa..sob..sob...
So, now i am waiting for Random Fansub to subbing Episode 6.
I am really in full of eagerness.lol

sorry i dragged you into reading this! haha. nothing really, just felt like writing. i don't really have anything substantial to write about today. nothing that you guys can fathom anyway. ~ ^^

now, I'm off to bed. bubbyee~~

p.s : I am SO miss my BFF, Izharuddin XD

A long knock-knock joke :p

2008-04-21T16:36:00.001+08:00

Knock Knock!
Who's there?
Police.
Police who?
Police let us in; it's cold out here.

Knock Knock!
Doris.
Doris, who?
Doris locked, that's why I had to knock!

Knock Knock!
Who's there?
I love.
I love who?
I don't know, you tell me!

Knock Knock!
Who's there?
Norma Lee.
Norma Lee who?
Normalee I don't go around knocking on doors, but do you want to buy a set of encyclopedias?

yesterday~~

2008-04-20T21:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday i want to arwah Faris Ikwan's grave.
The grave is way too far from my house..!!
But i don't care, i HAVE to go..!
No matter what happen.haha..very determine.
So, I took the railway from Telok Gadong to Klang and then join Haziq in his dad's Suzuki something XD..
Thank God Afiqah joined me in the very last minute or else i will be the only girl in the car.lol..!!
And really, Haziq is a dangerous driver. ( and Hasif too..! )
He drove really fast!
It is a good thing i do not suffer from heart attack.haha.

Then, we stop at a restaurant.
Somewhere in Kuala Kubu Baru. I guess ^^
There, i met a LOT of my batch's friends.
I miss them so much!!
But the boys are quite different.
Well, maybe because during school i never saw them smoke. ^__^

Ahh, and an aunt mistook us as colleges students!!
huhu...do we really look that matured? :P

Later, we continue to our destination.
But this time i and Afiqah joined Nizam on his green car (geez, i only remembered the car is green)
Compared to Haziq and Hasif, Nizam is the safetiest driver.

Ohh, yeah..we have to walked pass through a hanging bridge.
The bridge is quite scary and it makes me feel dizzy..!

With Amir Farid as the lead, we recite Yasin and prayed Allah will bless his soul..
We all wished him rest in peace.
Do not worry, I did NOT cry.
Seriously.
I am a tough girl.lols..!
( Actually, because i had cried a LOT already..!! )

I went home by taking railway from Batang Kali to Telok Gadong which is REALLY a long trip.

approximately at 6.20 p.m, I reached home in fatigue.

okay then, i am now working to reduce my eye bags.
So, i need a good sleep.
till later..
ja ne~~

slowly accepting the truth.

2008-04-12T22:10:00.002+08:00

I was REALLY shock when Azira texted me saying that, one of our friend had just died.
I mean, who will predict such thing will happen to him?

I had just lost my grandfather in March and now, it is my friend.
I am so sad.

Suddenly, all the memories with him( Faris Ikhwan )appeared in my mind.
Though, actually, I didn't have much memories involving him.
We are not really close, but still, he is my friend.
And, he is one of my batch's friends that had together went through all the bittersweet in a boarding school for five years.
That are just enough to make me cried.
But know, i am feeling much better. At least, compared to when i received the news.
Slowly,I'm accepting the truth.

AlFatihah to Faris Ikhwan.

To, myself and who had lost someone in their life.

How to overcome the sadness :

1. Concentrate on new topic which you like not only physically but mentally.

2. Reading books, magazine or comics and painting, will also help you lot.

3. Don't sit ideal or alone, try to with some body or some people , plan for some trips out side from the home.

4. Find out which factor or which place you feel disappointed or sorrow, avoid that place or person as quickly as possible.
Change of place will help you 100 Times BETTER than anything.

5. If you find free time avoid thinking for whom you lost/missing. Try to concentrate on your education, job, etc.

6. Share your feeling with somebody who can understands you better. Which remove your burden or fire in the heart some time.

7. Try to do YOGA or jogging every morning which will keep you mentally as well as physically fit

8. "DON'T EVER NEVER DISCUSS THE PAST THING WITH ANY BODY."

9. If you still phasing some psychic feelings consult good psychiatrist for suggestions.

10. Remember only good things.
Try to remember positive thongs about the missing person, the good things,make it positive experience instead of one that will make you more sad.

-sources from Yahoo.

of guilty and innocent

2008-04-11T23:02:00.006+08:00

Okay, shoot me.
I miss to update yesterday!
Actually, i was planning to post new entry yesterday but something was bothering me.
Somehow i feel SO guilty but actually, I am INNOCENT..
But, thank you so much to Azira for always be at my side when I need her.
I feel so relieved after 'talking' with her about it.
To my surprise, she told me a 'Big News'!!haha..
Anyway, I wish your happiness, my dear friend :p
This is a quote which i found have quite similar to what i feel yesterday, urm, and now too actually.

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Well, I'm having a good time. Which makes me feel guilty too. How very English.

-David Attenborough.

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Okay, That is YESTERDAY.
Today i am so happy.
At last, it is DONE..!Yayy~
Here is it, which is what i had working for lately..
Uploading my batch's videos..!!
This previous night i had always dreaming about my high school's friends a lot..
Sometimes i even woke up with tears..lol..!
These are to my beloved friends..
Actually, they are in the CD Malam Seribu Kenangan.
So, credits to Wan Mohd Haziq, Firdaus Nawi, and Fariqh Falahi.
Cherish our beautiful memories~~

Malam Seribu Kenangan F5
Uploaded by arbaeyah

This video take SUPER SLOW to load.Please wait with patience. I love the part when the boys dance with the song I Want It That Way. It was smart, but silly too.lol.
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I cried when i watch this for the first time.
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The INS performance. Warning: The sound is BAD..! XD

Happy Birthday....!!

2008-04-09T22:58:00.009+08:00

It is 0904..!!
That means today is Yamapi birthday..!! ^__^
I really wish i could tell him in person.(Dream on Arbaeyah.lol.)
but i guess, i will just wish him here.Like if he will read this.haha.again, dreaming..!
Well, Happy Birthday Yamapi, Wish you happiness and a good health.Please live happily..!

This video is especially dedicated to Yamashita Tomohisa and everyone whose birthday is today.Enjoy~~

Note to myself : Don't forget to watch The Oprah Winfrey Show TOMORROW..!

A word of wisdom

2008-04-09T11:02:00.004+08:00

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Life’s a pudding full of plums;
Care’s a canker that benumbs,
Wherefore waste our elocution
On impossible solution?
Life’s a pleasant institution,
Let us take it as it comes!
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of 17 and 18

2008-04-08T15:31:00.005+08:00

so,
i had a LONG conversation with Had yesterday.
Okay, not that long, just for one hour.
but, really, It was like an age ago since the last time we talked.
because he is currently 'busy' studying in boarding school which is the same as mine.
but i am no longer belong there.
since i had already graduated last year.

Basically Had is younger than me. ( Stating this, somehow i feel old.lol!)
He was born in 21 January 1991, but I was in 28 November 1990.
That makes me older than him by, urm, 1 month and 24 days.
Regardless, we can get along VERY well..!
it seems like we share same interest ^__^ (but actually, i still think we are from DIFFERENT world)

Talking to him yesterday make me feel like I am 17.
But sometimes, I DO think I am still 17. Hey, I am 17..!
17 years old, 4 months and 8 days :P
Even my age at Myspace and Crunchyroll are shown as 17!
I read SEVENTEEN too..!LOLs..!
But, when i suddenly thinking about my batch' friends i will instantly think..
Ahh, I am 18.
I know this is contradict to what i mention before. but yeah, i actually, most of the time think i am 18.
Being 18 is not that bad. It is cool!Now we can watch any type of movie at the cinema..!(though actually we don't have to be 18 to watch them)
We become more mature and start thinking seriously as we now hold more responsibilities.
And the best part being 18 is,
we don't have to go to school anymore..!!
and also don't have to wear the school uniform..!
and and and.. NO more rules..!!
Ohh...can i be both 17 and 18? *sigh*

Oh happy day.lalalalaaa~

2008-04-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

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Oranges were originally called "greens" because their discoverer named them before they had ripened
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I am SO in good mood NOW..
My bff (NOT bf) had just called me.
YAYY...!!
i really miss him. as a friend.
lalalaa..

as for today,
nothing extraordinary happen in my life.
except i got a LOT of text (SMS, not email) from my friends
but i am unable to reply due to the expired date of my credits.
not that my credits are all used okay.
I still have RM3.34..!
anyway,
sorry buddies, i will reply as soon as i top up..!

To Ali,
thank you for the title.
I want it that way, Backstreet boys.
I got it.

ooppss...!!
Its about the time.
Had will call me again in any time..
ja ne..
pen off..!
Bye, Bicycle~
^__^

Song for today
M2N, Don't Say You Love Me.Enjoy~

101 Me

2008-04-06T22:49:00.000+08:00

Arbaeyah's whisper? lol.
urm.Whatever.It is just blog's name.
haha.Actually, I was quite exhausted when I named this blog.
I can hardly thinking rationally. Thats explain why it became Arbaeyah's whisper :P

Blog's name aside. Here, in this blog i will write about anything, randomly.
Maybe about myself. Or about peoples surrounding me such as my family, friends or even my neighbours. Or also about people who doesn't related to me at all.
I'll write everything that i want.

Okay. since it is the first post, i guess i should write something about me.
Well, here it is.( 101 are too many.11 are enough.huhuxss..! )

1. What is your full name?( SO typical ne? I don't care you must know my full name )
Arbaeyah binti Abdul Razak

2. When is your birthday? ( This is a MUST remember by ever person who know me.haha. just kidding.Even i could barely remember my friends' birthday :P )
28 November..

3. Where do you live?
Somewhere in Selangor

4. Your favourite colour(s)?
I am SO in love with pink and green..!!

5. Your hobby?
If you ask me last week, i will answer watching japanese drama.
but now, i say, writing.lol.
My hobby is always changing..! ^__^

6. Your ambition?
A great Gynaecologist.Aminn.

7. Your bf name?
Get this.I DON'T HAVE A BF.And i don't want either.at least, not for now.

8. What site(s) you always go when online?
Myspace, Crunchyroll, Friendster and Netlog. But lately, i am so into crunchyroll.
So, feel free to add me if you are able to find me in any of these site.

9. Your favourite food(s)?
Chocolates,BREADS(aku sangat suka makan roti XD ), Coco crunch, Yogourt, Cakes, Mac Donald's burger- Quarter Pounder, KFC's French fries, Pizza- Pizza hut,
and lots more .haha.too many actually. I love foods.BUT i hate vegetables and i don't eat any.Not even one.Okay, maybe one if accidentally eating taughe is consider count :P

10. How many siblings do you have?
SIX...!! Aren't that a big number?lol. Sometimes i feel like i am in a kindergarten, not in a house.huhu..!but yeah, it is always happening here XD

11. Lastly, what is your motto?
Accept no one's definition of life. Define yourself.